I wanted him in my future, and I think…I think I wanted him as the biggest part of my future.
Realizing that he can't go back to what they were before - amazing dramatic irony for this whole section because we know that Devon has been arrested but Maddox has no idea (yet) - he thinks this is just a regular day, when really everything has changed, and he's going to have to step up or a be a bystander.
