I’d like to think you’d understand, given the circumstances and all. That you’d be…forgiving, or better yet, you’d approve of it. Not that that really solves anything, even if you could somehow send me a sign or message. Because at the end of the day, it doesn’t change the fact that Mason’s attraction or whatever for me is a manifestation of his grief over you. I’m just another thing to fill the void left behind, and you could literally pull a Patrick Swayze right now and flick the pen out of my hand to tell me to go for it—that it’s okay—and it still wouldn’t make a difference. I actually
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