I can’t breathe, I can’t bre— “Hold it, Mason. Just close your mouth and hold it.” It takes what feels like everything in me, but I manage, sealing my eyes shut in the process. So tight, I see stars behind my lids. Jeremy’s voice warbles. It’s as if I’m underwater, and he’s peering down through the surface at me, seconds from dragging me out. “I’m gonna count to five. Hold it. Let it burn your insides. One…”
