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“Here?” I offer, my tongue coming to lap over her throbbing clit. She moans with a jolt, chasing my tongue. “Is this pussy aching right here?”
“You’re my wife, Coraline Hawthorne. If I want to cover myself in the blood of a thousand more men to protect you, I will,” I tell her. “They cannot hurt you without having to answer to me.”
You can still be alone; we’ll just be alone together.”
Everything he does, everything he says, it just makes me want to give in. “What do you need?” Silas asks. “Huh?” “What do you need?” he asks again. “You frown when you’re upset. Tell me how to fix it.”
“You’re in control of a monster, Hex. Whatever you need, it’s already yours.”
“You could, if you’d let yourself. Submitting to me sexually doesn’t make you weak, Coraline.” He watches me, fucking me with his eyes. I wonder if he can see my heart beating with that intense gaze. “You want to run the show out there? I’ll lay the ground for you to walk on. In here? Let your mind go, and let me make you feel good, baby. Give me control, and I’ll show you how good letting go of it feels.” Control. Give up control.
My body is not a smooth surface. It’s ridged and bumped with scars.
His grip on my face tightens before he spits onto my tongue, forcing me to shut my mouth around it, forcing me to swallow it down.
I want to make him feel good. To make up for all the good he’s done for me. Every moment he’s caught me while I was crumbling, carefully guiding me back together. I want my body to be his comfort, like his voice is mine.
Being turned into but a hole for his pleasure is demeaning. It should offend me. It should piss me off being stripped
of my humanity, but it’s everything I want from a man I trust. Everything I crave from a man that I want.
“Words, baby. I need the words.”
“Yes, Silas. I’ll be a good girl,” I mutter, licking my swollen lips.
“Tonight, I’m gonna come right here, right in this tight cunt. Pump you full and leave you leaking.”
“That’s it. That’s my girl. Suck my cock inside that tight pussy,” he groans when he bottoms out, staring down at where our bodies connect, watching the slaughtering of my pussy. “Look at you, Hex. Taking all of me like a good fucking girl.”
“You’re so fucking wet. So fucking tight. God, nothing has felt as good as you, baby. You’re taking me so fucking good.” He drops his head to my breasts, tugging a nipple into his mouth. Ecstasy fills my being as he rears back, then snaps his hips forward, faster and faster, until his hold on my throat is used to keep me still for him to pump into.
Silas gives me a groan of approval against my skin. “Cry for me, baby. Cry because it’s so fucking good and you
know no one’s cock uses this pretty little cunt like me. Cry for me.”
So many times, I have begged to be this beautiful, wanted woman who is gracious and kind. Nights I fell to my knees and prayed to any god who might listen to be the person worthy of real love.
Your voice is the sound I trust most in the world.”
Let him in. It’ll be much easier on your heart than if he breaks those walls down with force.”
“Such a pretty cock-drunk whore, baby.”
“You’re such a good fucking girl, taking all of me like this, Coraline.”
“I’m going to fill you all up until you’re overflowing with me.”
“We all have secrets.” The plague inside of me spills out. “It doesn’t mean there isn’t trust. Some secrets are just heavier than others. It’s harder to share the weight of them.”
a little faith in someone’s voice goes a long way.
“So good for me, baby. Taking this cock so well. What a good fucking girl,”
She died knowing she was loved by many, and that’s all any of us can ask for at the end of our days.
He was the person life left me empty for. To give it room for him to fill.
We are more than rage, sin, lineage, and silence.
I’ll meet death with a thank-you and a favor. My favor will be this: give my soul a head start next go around. She’s stubborn and hard as fuck to catch.
When I was a kid, all I ever wanted was to write stories. I just wanted to pour all my soul into a book and then share it with people, just hoping it would connect with someone.
