She said she felt “empty.” She felt there was no hope for her because she was “unlovable” and “untalented,” and “a washout.” Her classes were boring, the whole academic system a “conspiracy to stifle” her creativity, and her feminist activity a “pointless fraud.”
I'm unexcited. Feel both dumb and incompetent. I question my basic abilities, worthiness to others, and if my life should continue.
