“More than the ropes, watching you take me in your throat and fight against me, I can’t tell you how that felt. And I know that took trust. You trusted me to take what I need, but leave you with something too. And I hope I did that. Because Jes, you did so good for me, baby, you really did. I need you to know, if you never want that again, we don’t have to. But know this, you made me so proud, and I love you so much. No matter what.”