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February 3 - February 4, 2025
I take myself in hand and nut in thirty seconds flat. I spend the entire time looking down and thinking the same thing; this is the dick that’s been in Luke Bennett.
“My heart feels a little swollen, like it’s too big for my chest, and I feel like I’ve done something I’m not used to doing. Something big, you know?” He steps closer to me and whispers, “I feel okay most of the time, but when I’m away from you it hurts.”
“You know I said I’d take care of you, right?” “Yeah, but I didn’t know if that was just last night with the sex and all that. I’m not sure if you’re done taking care of me now or what.”
“I’ve barely even started taking care of you yet.”
“It’s not ‘cause you’re a guy,” I say, mumbling a little this time. “It’s because you’re you.”
“Don’t come in.” “I won’t, but I’m here if you need me, Jess. Take all the time you need.”
What doesn’t seem at all reasonable or justified is the fact that despite the strength of my objection, I’m not making the slightest effort to pull my hand from his. In fact, I’m holding on just as tightly as he is.
When I see him like that, literally bursting with goodness, the darkness in me recognizes the light in him. I’m drawn to him like a moth to a flame.
“Do you feel safe?” “I’m with you, aren’t I?”
“I need you to come in my mouth, then turn around and bend over. I want you to brace yourself with your hands on your knees and relax your hole. And you better relax it real good, Lukey, ‘cause I’m going to fuck your ass using nothing but your jizz as lube. I’m going to do it hard and fast.
It turns me on violently to know that the reason he’s using my saliva, not his, is because he has my come in his mouth. It was a big load. His mouth must be full.
Every step I take reminds me of what we just did. His load and mine leak out of me. Warming me and slickening my ass cheeks as they rub together.
It’s like he can see straight through my bullshit. Like it doesn’t bother him. Like it doesn’t apply to him the way it applies to other people.
What do you think’s going to happen? We just live happily ever after? “Yeah. Pretty much, actually.” Well, fuck me sideways. That doesn’t even sound like the worst idea I’ve ever heard.
He’s so beautiful and sweet and good and for some crazy reason, the mere sight of me makes him happy. Me. As unlikely as it seems, I make him happy.
“Why’s Luke there?” This time there’s a clear message in her voice and it isn’t a good one. It makes me feel shitty. “Luke’s great. That’s why he’s here.”
I want two bi guys who think they’re straight now. I want them to be masc as hell. I want them to be blunt instruments. And I want to get hold of them and sink my claws into them and I want to wake them the fuck up.”
“Happy? You? Happy?” Trouble looks shocked as shit but he looks at me and gives me a smile just like his mom’s. “Jesus take the wheel - Jessie Lewis is happy.”
Jessie comes bolting over and manhandles him away from me. “No touching, you little shit. He’s mine.”
“’Cause I’m going to seduce you,” he says in a truly terrible accent. I can’t tell if it’s supposed to be French, Italian, or if he’s trying to sound like Count Dracula. Strangely enough, I’m here for it.
I whisper, “I love you, too, Blue,” into his mouth.
You’d have to be dead and buried not to take one look at him and not see the way he’s looking at me. There’s no way either of us can hide it.
“Y-you’d come with me? You’d do that for me?” “’Course I’d come with you. Where else would I go? You’re my person. When I said I love you I meant it, and not just for now. I’m going to love you forever.”
“I’ll take anything if you’re the one giving it. Always. As long as I live, I’ll take whatever you have to give.”
