And maybe that guilt is still there, maybe I never asked Remy out because I believed I didn’t deserve a happy ending, and just maybe, I’m letting us happen now because part of me knows he’ll go back to Eman eventually. Or he’ll get over Eman by using me as a rebound, and then he’ll move on. Because I deserve to suffer. I’ve watched Remy with someone else for three years, and once he’s done with me, I’ll have to see it all again.
