First Meet Foul

by Jaqueline Snowe

She was my weakness in every sense of the word.

as she should be

I loved noise—it made me feel less alone.

too real

I’d love to not stress about every single thing all the time and just exist.

i stopped dead in my tracks

My throat tightened with all the words I didn’t say. Who broke her heart? Where did he live? What idiot of a human had hurt her?

this is how men should be period

She thought I hated her. That was simply not true.

okay so tell her that??

“Eric looks like someone who doesn’t know how to please a woman, and if I ever were to punch anyone in the face, it’d be him. He has my top spot.”

yeah because he’s a goddamn loser

How could the girl of my dreams be this sad from a prick like Eric?

If she learned the power her smile had on me, she could get me to do anything in the world.

this!!!!

“You’re gorgeous. I think, possibly, when I said what I did this morning in front of Callum, you thought that I didn’t think you were the most beautiful thing on this green earth. You are, by the way. Like, perfection. Stunning. Like, if I didn’t have to worry about my grandma or football or Dean, I’d be doing whatever I could to score a date with you. You’re a goddess, Lorelei, and it bothered me all damn day to know you probably thought the opposite.”

i love how much he thinks about her

If someone asked me to draw the perfect woman for me, down to the outfit, it was this right here. Her.

okay so date her?? like grow up

She laughed, but clearly, she didn’t get the meaning.

but i did 😏

My damn heart pounded in my chest with a continuous break your rule, break your rule, break your rule. It was getting harder and harder to not say to hell with it. Lorelei Romano would be my undoing.

let it happen!

I thought of a million other things I’d like to have as a thank you but kept those in my head.

i would’ve liked to hear them

I’d worship her like the sun if I had a different life,

i could cry rn

Yes, that’s my girl. I’m not the only one combusting inside.

“my girl” im sobbing on the floor

This was my girl. The one of my dreams. I had to kiss her right.

YES YOU DO!!

Why did the world’s prettiest, made-for-me woman have to meet me right now? Two

years from now? I could do this. But now… it was impossible.

She could ask me to get on the ground and be her chair and I would.

a real man!

I could lie to myself and pretend I didn’t have feelings for her all I wanted, but that woman was so far under my skin I couldn’t see a way to escape her, and that didn’t terrify me as much as it should’ve.

under his skin?? oh boy

so any man in the future would have to work twice as hard to replace the memory of me.

this is so hot im sorry

Was I hungry? Yes. But for food? No.

okayyyyy 😏

I was so fucking fucked.

this is just so me

I didn’t have an answer because I didn’t fucking know anymore.

too relatable

If I made her even half as happy as she made me, then that’d be enough.

he’s so head over heels PLEASE

I show you every day how much I love you, and you continue being the light in my world.

a true gem. a hero. i love him!