With Rai’s number in hand, I work up the courage to contact him. He’s undoubtedly warm and receptive, even going so far as to sneak a jersey for me to wear—Becker #16 flashing across the back in big, bold letters. My heart swells with gratitude, and I feel like this might be a turning point for us. A chance to show Holden that I’m here for him, that I’m finally ready to go full-in.
