“I’m writing a book. It started as a way to understand how I ended up here. I wanted to pinpoint where it went wrong and who was to blame for all my pain. Somewhere along the line, as I wrote about us, I realised how much I hurt you. I’ll be honest, I felt so ashamed of some of my thoughts and actions I didn’t want to write them, but I promised myself I would be honest. If I am holding others accountable, I need to do the same with myself.”
