“I feel like I haven’t lived. At all. Maybe a few years at university, but I wasted so much time with Kai. At that time, I thought that was the peak of life, but I look back now and realise I was barely existing. I lost all those years on something and someone who didn’t even care. I could’ve been out there doing everything I wanted to do, like meeting new people, travelling, and doing all the romantic crap I see in the movies. I could have met the man of my dreams and started building a life with him. But I didn’t. I stayed with Kai even when I was unhappy and scared. I wasted so many years,
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