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“Come on,” he teases, crawling up the bed, jersey still in hand. “You’re telling me you never thought about it?” “I thought about fuckin’ you in it,”
That’s fair. Lol. I get both sides.
“Think about it. I’ve just won the big game and my boyfriend wants to congratulate me? Oh! Or maybe you’re a huge fan, and I’ll only give you an autograph if you let me fuck you?”
Lol, he’s so excited about this roleplaying.
I’m about to say no, because as I said, I ain’t no cleat chaser, but the look in his eyes stops me. Those big gray eyes are full with an insane amount of excitement. He’s almost bouncing with eagerness at the thought of his fantasy.
Think of it as trying new things in the bedroom..you might end up enjoying it.
And because I’m apparently dick-whipped, I agree. “This better be good,” I say, yanking the jersey out of his hand and pulling it on. It smells like grass and Blaine, a heady combination that makes my cock jerk.
Aww, lol. We’ve all been there. 🤭
Somehow, we’ve found ourselves here, with me willing to do just about anything for him. I want to protect him, to make him happy, and to make sure that he never regrets choosing me.
🥹♥️♥️
LMAOOO😂😂
I stupidly take the cup, sipping the Sprite, and cringe when I gulp down whatever the hell Kent put in it. “Ew, what the fuck is in this?” He lets out a little chuckle, holding a hand up in what I’m guessing is false sincerity. “Shit, that’s mine. Sorry about that.”
He spiked that drink..I feel it in the air. 🤦🏾♀️oh noooo.
“I-dooon’t-feel-good.” My words slur together as I shake my head, the motion causing me to see stars. “Whateverrr-Kent-wass-drinking-fucked-meee-up.” “Probably all the vodka he put in it. It hit you hard since you don’t drink.” He helps me up, catching me when I almost fall over. “Shit. You ain’t lookin’ too great.”
CALLED IT ! HE FUCKIN DRUGGED YOU ! Oh nooooo🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♀️
“Gonna go find Bunky and Raid and let them know we’re bouncin’. Will you be alright here?”
Just text them…that’s what I would do.
“We don’t care, man. Just go take care of him.” “Was gonna, but I needed to give you the heads-up that asshole Kent is here,”
I still would’ve just texted them that.
Kent had drugs on him. Kent gave Blaine a drink. Blaine wasn’t feeling good. Don’t tell me he… “You fuckin’ drugged him!” I roar, shaking him with a ferocity I didn’t know I had. “You fuckin’ spiked that drink!”
Yuup. Called this shit. Woooowww. Jealously is a bitch man. I can’t believe this.
His body slumps to the ground and I kick him twice in the side, taking pleasure out of his grunts of pain. Then I plop down on his chest to deliver blow after blow to his face. He groans some more, trying to roll away from me, but I don’t relent.
Whoop his ass ! He deserves it. Matter of fact..I say kill him🤷🏽♀️
I knew that. I had planned for this response, so I do what I know must be done. “I planted those on him.” It’s the only way. Whaley once told me that we protect our family, and Blaine is my family.
Oh nooooo. 🥺This is gonna crush Blaine. He’s never gonna forgive himself for this. But of course this is the plan that Silas comes up w/. Always protecting his. ♥️
My guy’s got big plans for the future. He’s going to go to some fancy school and become a doctor. He’s bright and kind and everything I’m not. If anybody deserves to rot behind a prison cell, it’s me. Everyone thinks I’m no good and worthless, but not Blaine. Blaine—compassionate, intelligent, driven—thinks I’m worth more.
🥺♥️oh my love. I hope they can get through this somehow.
“I planted product on him, and I beat your son half to death,” I repeat before turning around and placing my hands behind my head. From there, everything happens quickly.
This is soooo ANNOYINGGGGG. Ugh, I’m angry for Si and Blaine.
There can’t be a better way to protect the people I love than by giving myself up for them. And I love Blaine Yates.
You sure do. 🥺💕
I can’t believe I tried to fight it. All of them were right, Mama and my friends just knew it before I did. There’s no doubt in my mind that Blaine is the love of my life.
🥺🥺🥺💕💕 awww. This is so horribleee.
“Someone needs to explain what the fuck is happening.” I pause glancing around. “Where’s Silas?” “You mean you didn’t see him?” Raid asks, furrowing his brows. “Why would I?”
Oh no. Here we go. Blaine is gonna freak and panic.
“He’s in one of the holding cells, but the sheriff won’t let us see him.” I gasp, my heart tearing and stomach clenching at the news. My cheeks start to heat as I try to find my words, but when I come up empty, I march up to Bunky and yank him toward me by his jacket as I shake him, filled with nothing but pure panic.
Saw that coming. 🤦🏾♀️
I’ll burn down this entire station if I need to. Only Jesus Christ himself could prevent me from seeing my boyfriend, and even he may not cut it.
👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽respect it.
That’s not a good enough reason for me. I kiss the tips of his fingers as the first tear slips out. “Why?” “Because I fuckin’ love you, you dumbass.” His eyes narrow and his voice is rigid, his profession of love violent as hell. But it’s so perfect, so us.
🥺🥺🥺 that really was so them. Ugh,♥️. This is so sad. I feel so bad for them. Especially Blaine. You know Blaine is sooo head over heels for Silas. He’s gonna be a wreck.
“I love you too,” I whimper, the tears falling at a rapid rate, and I hate the fact that I can’t touch him the way I want to.
🥺. Don’t cry. Awwww, this is so sad. Really sweet but sad.
I’ve imagined telling him I love him, pictured what it would look like, and it wasn’t like this. I know it’s stupid, but I wanted it to be romantic. I wanted to be able to hold him and make love to him and spend the night over the moon because he loved me too.
Of course you wanted it to be romantic. That is such a you thing. I’m sorry that moment was taken away from you both. ♥️ Ugh, I really want Kent dead. 🤷🏽♀️
“I love you,” I repeat against his lips. “I love you so fucking much, Si.” He pulls back, dropping my necklace, and I swear I can see his eyes watering, but Silas would never let those tears fall in front of other people. “I love you too, baby. You gotta go.”
Ugh, I could cry at how sad this is. I feel sooo bad for them ! & I’m seeing red. I want Kent dead. I want the sheriff dead. UGGHHHH ❗️❗️🤦🏾♀️🥺❤️🩹
“Lemme get him,” Bunky mutters quickly. “Trust me, it’ll be better comin’ from me.” Raid and I share a look but ultimately agree. Bunky leaves to grab Whaley,
Mmmmmm👀..I wonder why it’ll be better coming from you Bunk ??
“I promise I didn’t make him.” Tears spring to my eyes as I fight to keep my wobbling lip still. “I would never want him to do that. I woke up and he had already done it. I wish I could trade places with him, but I can’t. I’m so sorry.”
Poor Blaine, he’s dealing w/ his anxiety and now this guilt. He’s just a bowl of emotions right now. He’s going through it. ❤️🩹
“Honey, I know, but Silas has always taken care of the ones he loves. He might not have told me, but I know he loves you so much.” “I love him too, more than I ever thought I could love someone,” I say, accepting her embrace when she pulls me into her arms. “What are we going to do?”
Adorable. Just adorable.💕🥺 My poor baby.
It’s a picture of the sheriff shaking hands with a Viper with a bag of something under his arm. “Wait, you think the sheriff is working with the Vipers?”
Woooow. Why am I not surprised ??? Fuckin scum.
I belong to Silas now. I know I’m young, but I know for certain that he’s the love of my life. He completes me, fulfills me, and frees me. I promised I’d get him out of there. No matter what. “I’m in,” I say with a firm nod. “What do we do?”
Aawwww, that’s basically the same thing Si said verbatim. 🤭❤️🩹🥺
Whaley shakes his head as he takes another drag of his cigarette. “Nah, kid. Can’t have you involved in this.”
WTF ? Why not ?? Because he’s not officially an Ace or something ??
Then I clench my fists, teeth gritting as I stare Whaley dead in the eyes. “I’m going to help whether you like it or not. Silas is mine to protect. If anyone is going to be a part of this, it’ll be me, and there’s nothing you can do to stop me.”
👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽that’s right. Stand up for your maaannnnn. Fight for your relationship. Ugh ! I’m heated w/ him. He wants to help, let him !
Whaley stares at me for a moment, narrowing his eyes, and when he stands up, I’m afraid for a moment that he’s going to punch me for my tone, but I breathe a sigh of relief when he smiles. “Good.” He claps me on the shoulder, filling me with pride. “Loyalty is important to me. If you’re willin’ to risk it all for Silas, you’re one of us now.”
Good ❗️👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 Hell yeah ! Blaine really is part of the family now. I love that. ♥️
“Blaine, honey, you have to be absolutely sure. Silas mentioned you have plans. If whatever we’re gonna do doesn't work, it’ll ruin your future.” “There’s no future without him,” I state, knowing in my heart that my words are true. “He and I belong together.”
🥺🤞🏽❤️🩹. Go save your guy.
“How can I help?” “Well,” Whaley starts, giving me a crooked smirk that means he’s up to no good. “Looks like it’s time to pay a visit to your dad.”
Mmmmmmm, interesting.. idk how this is gonna work. But let’s hope it does.
He’s made his opinions on Silas very clear, and I can’t picture a world in which he would help. But my boyfriend needs me and a promise is a promise. Whatever it takes.
Let’s do this Blaine ❗️👏🏽❤️🩹
Dad stares at me for a long moment, and there’s something apologetic in his eyes. He shakes his head. “You don’t have to go to Georgia.” “What?” My eyes squint in confusion. “But—” “You were right.” His voice sounds pained,
Good ! This is good ! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽❤️🩹
“It’s your life. I’ve thought about it. I might not agree with it—your choice of boyfriend and your choice of school—but you’ve been a good son. I love you, and you’re entitled to your own life.”
You should’ve said that from jump ! 🙄
“A better man?” He snorts. “A better man wouldn’t have—” His words are cut off by the sound of metal-meeting-metal as the outside door crashes into the wall. My eyes jerk toward the right and I almost lose my ability to breathe when I see the love of my life charging toward me.
YYEEEESSSSSS👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽❗️ Jailbreak !
a cop I’ve never seen before says as he walks toward us. He’s got the logo of the neighboring county on his shirt, and he looks at the sheriff like the scum he is. “Jeffery Masterson, you’re under arrest for drug trafficking and contributing to the delinquency of minors.”
Perioooddddd !!! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 Getting exactly what you deserve !
What the fuck did I miss? “How?” is all I manage to say, completely at a loss for words as Blaine drags me out of my cell. “Blaine…” “I’ll explain later. Right now, there’s something else I need to do.” He smashes his lips against mine for a fierce kiss.
🥹🥹🥹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
He frowns when his eyes fall down to my neck. “Hey, asshole!” Blaine calls, catching the ex-sheriff’s attention before they cart him off. “Where’s my boyfriend’s necklace!”
🥹… I’m grinning so hard right now. Ugh, hand over heart, I’m lowkey swooning. 🥰💕
Listen, some people swoon over chocolates and flowers, but I swoon over curse words and possessive jocks. I didn’t know it was a thing, but I’m learning nothing about Blaine is what I expected, and I love every second of it.
😂 same apparently. I’m so happy for them. 🥰💕 Ugh, I’m literally kicking my feet and giggling. 🤭
“There you are! Why the fuck ain’t you answerin’ your phone!” I shoot up, whipping my head to the side to see a furious Silas stalking toward me. I bite my bottom lip, knowing I’m due for the ass whooping of a lifetime for leaving all his messages on read, but now that he’s here, I’m actually happy he is.
Yall are so cute ! Just talk to him and figure it out together.
Guilt churns in my gut. Shit, I hadn’t thought of that. Ever since the whole Kent thing, Silas has been extra protective of me.
Aaawwww, that’s fair ♥️🥺 I would expect that.
“Trying to actively not think.” “And you couldn’t do that on the field? That’s where you like to go, ain’t it?” I shake my head. “Ever since the pictures…” It just hasn’t felt like my safe space anymore. The football field after dark used to be the place I could escape to, but now there’s too many negative memories associated with it.
Ugh, fuckin Kent ! I can’t stand him ! I hate that he took things away from you. 🤦🏾♀️
my chin up with his forefinger so our eyes meet. “Because I love you, Blaine Yates. I ain’t plannin’ on only being your first love. I’m plannin’ on being your last one too.”
🥹♥️. He said you’re not going anywhereeeeee.
“Dad thinks I’m naive,” I admit, recalling the conversation I had with him the other day about Silas and I. He’s not totally against us, but he did try to give me some tough love. “He says this is just a teenage phase that everyone goes through. He said the people we fall in love with at eighteen aren’t always going to be the ones we end up with.”
I understand why he would say that. It’s very rare to make it all the way w/ your high school sweetheart. Let alone your first ever love.. the odds are definitely stacked against you both, but nothing worth having is ever easy. ♥️🤞🏽. I’m rooting for you guys.
“I know you’re it for me, Si,” I whisper against his lips, rubbing my nose with his. “But I can’t stand the thought of being so far away from you. I don’t want us to fight and break up.”
Aawww, him just a baby. & he just wants to be w/ his man.
He chuckles darkly. “You think I’m gonna let you break up with me? Nah, baby, you’re stuck. I’ll drive myself all the way to New Haven and fuck you until you remember that.”
😂♥️🥹 of course. Silas would not let you go that easily.
“Look at me,” he whispers as he slides into me, cradling my face with one hand while the other rubs the top of my head. “Can you feel it?” His slow glides tell me everything that words could never express. Every gentle thrust, every toe-curling kiss, every tender touch shows me that I’m the one thing he loves most in this world.
🥺💕.
