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My chest is heaving and there are angry sobs wanting to leave me. I fight it though because I’m a man and Daddy always tells me that real men don’t cry.
Ugh🙄..we have to stop teaching boys this.
Mama would tan my hide if I lied though.
Country..
He purses his lips, tossing his cigarette to the ground and stomping it out before grabbing another and lighting up.
Damn, my mans is SKRESSED😂
This is the day Whaley gave me the first of many, many lessons that I’ll never forget. No one bad is ever truly bad, and no one good is ever truly good.
That’s a fair lesson to learn.
The sky is overcast and the Georgia heat is thick for a fall day,
Aahh, so I was right. Country.
After the longest school day in history, I head to the shop with the guys. Whaley isn’t there but Badge and Fox are, and we knock knuckles with them when we pass.
“Knock knuckles” ?? 😂😂 lmaoo, truly some country shit.
I drop my gear bag, clutching the staircase banister when I start to sweat. Fuck, not now. These panic attacks have been happening more frequently lately and I’m over it.
Anxiety is a bitch babe.
Ever the adrenaline junky. He likes to push limits and fly by the seat of his pants,
I immediately started singing Hamilton. 🥴
From his studded ears to his messy brown hair, he’s the epitome of ‘danger.’ What a joke. Why does he look so good though? What the fuck? No idea where that came from.
Mhmm, right.. suureee.
The sound of a twig snapping behind me pulls me from my thoughts and I spin around quickly, spotting Silas a few feet away. Despite being heavily shadowed, I’d know that face anywhere.
Uh oohh. Are we finally gonna get a little ..something something😉
takes me a moment to even respond. Because what the actual fuck? His apparent resentment for me is based on nothing but speculation. I hate him for the way he makes me feel, but he hates me because of a lie he created inside his head.
And how does he make you feel Blaine ? 🤭👀
Oop-..we’re getting somewhereeeee🤭
Ooooooooooo..the enemies are gonna get togetherrrrr. 🤭
My eyes widen as I stare at Blaine in complete shock. Did he just manhandle me? “You think you can say whatever you want, spew bullshit about me, and I’m just going to keep letting it slide? Well, fuck that, and fuck you!”
Oh Blaine.. you sooo have a thing for Silas. Silas, you have a thing Blaine.. let’s not fight boys.
Uh oohhh, the classic “Fuck it” line is coming. I can’t feel it in the air !🤭🤭
Blaine didnt say the words but the implication was there. This is the “Fuck it” momentttt🤭👏🏽
“Did you just fuckin’ kiss me?” I growl, advancing on him once more. It’s like a game of cat and mouse, only I don’t know who is playing which role. He looks nervous, dumbfounded, and a little terrified as he backs away from me.
I would be a little shocked too. From both POV’s. But this is such a moment tho.
Yeeeeessssss. 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽♥️
He releases a startled gasp and I take full advantage of it, shoving my tongue into his mouth. His hands come up, gripping my sides, and he strokes his own tongue against mine, fighting for dominance as he tries to take over the kiss.
Oooooo🤭. I’m just happy to be here.
I kiss him again and he moans, hands wrapping around me, pulling me closer. We’re rutting, groaning messes, rolling around on the forest floor like two animals mauling each other. It’s dirty, crazed, and honestly, really damn hot.
It actually is pretty hot. Very bi- awakening. Ugh, I’m so happy for you guys. I know we got a LONNGGG way to go but this is a great start.
I growl, pressing my hips into him harder, hoping he’ll get with it and fucking touch me. He releases a little chuckle, and I pull back slightly, glaring down at him. “What?” “You want me,” he says cockily, pissing me off.
Lmaooo, cute. I think Blaine’s a switch. Mostly a bottom tho and Silas is a Top. For sure .
🤭🤭♥️teeheee
Hmmm, fair. I wonder if Blaine has been w/ other guys on the DL before too ? Hmmm. He does seem a little too confident in what he’s doing🥴. Maybe this isn’t his first rodeo. 🤷🏽♀️
👀..oh..… I’ve never heard of that. For a second I I thought he was talking about frothing..like what you do to milk for lattes and such.😂.
Not because I had sex with a guy. While it was a surprise, I couldn’t care less about that, but because of who it was. My fucking enemy.
👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 good on you. Being comfortable within yourself.
Who fucks their enemy and likes it? He must agree because he breaks through my thoughts the next second. “This changes nothing. I still don’t fucking like you,” he says, re-buttoning his pants.
Lmaoo, step 1 is done.. so I’m ok w/ this. 🤷🏽♀️
They are so in denial. 😂
He wipes his mouth, looking disgusted. “Never again.” My heart pounds, but I manage a cocky smirk. “Whatever you say.”
*starts singing* this could be the start of something new, it feels so right, to be here w/ youuuu.” 😭
I instigated whatever fucked-up sexual encounter that was with Silas. I’ve never had sex or anything close to it before,
Oh. Well, that answers my question.
Yeeaahhh, you were real bold there buddy.
Lmaoo, awww, yeeaahh, you’re cooked. You’re definitely into Silas.
Oop- all of yall gay and on the DL huh ? Woowww, I’m not mad at ya. 🥴
I stiffen, jumping from my seat, ready to deal with the interruption, but stop short when I see it’s Blaine.
What’s got him so bent out of shape I wonder ? 😂🤭
😂😂😂😂😂 men are so easy.
I take us to the back, pushing open the supply closet door before shoving him inside.
They up in the closet ! 😂 I’m sorry. I had to.
“B–Breathe,” I stutter as I put the truck in park and then slam my head on the steering wheel, my shaking fingers sweating against the leather. “S–Stupid… b–breathe…”
Ooohh, puddin. It’s ok.You’re not stupid it’s ok.
Period ! 😛 I love a good “fuck it” momentttt
“Blood play?” He looks at me in horror. “The hell kinda stuff are you watching? I didn’t know that was a thing.”
Lol. Awww, him a baby. Cute.
😂😂 annoying.
But that’s the thing. I did study. I always study. As I stare down at the big fat C on my English test,
Listeennnnnn, C’s get degrees. 🤷🏽♀️😭
I spent chugging Red Bull and reading through her annoyingly specific notes on Hamlet.
Mmmm, been there, done that. It’s a very complex show and can truly be interpreted many of ways.
He’s like an addiction, a drug of the worst kind that’s consuming me, and all I want is my next hit. I’m like an alcoholic dying for a sip, telling myself it’ll be the last one, but always wanting more. Silas Richards is my favorite vice.
Awww, and he’s your first so I get these feelings.
Mmmmmmmm🤭..who do you want Blaineeeee
I told ya he was a switch.. he just gives switch energy.
Dirty dirty boooyysss. 🥴
I smirk, mocking him by chuckling as I slide back into his waiting mouth. “Oh, so you like being treated like this? If I’d known this is all it would take to shut you up, I would have put you in your place ages ago.”
Ayoooo😂😂
Lol, oh hell nah ! You definitely never touch my musiccc.
Lmaooo, 😂 cute momentsss are happeningggg.
Bro is basically saying he’s dickmitized. Lmaooo. Been there baby😂
😂damn. He’s just worried about you.
