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I caught a couple entrants eyeing my mastectomy scars. It should’ve made me nervous, but I didn’t care. I was proud of the person I’d made myself into.
I couldn’t disappoint her, my goddess was waiting.
You think I’m some kind of masochist?” Okay, fine, I was. But I only cared to suffer at the hands of one person. My goddess. I’d let her divine vengeance reign on me in any way she pleased.
Even I knew an apex predator when I saw it.
I tried not to make a habit of stalking Victoria at school, but it became harder and harder to hold myself back
“Kohl,” she breathed when she realized the letter I was carving right over my heart. Satisfaction burst in my chest when I saw the way her gaze darkened. The carving hurt like a bitch. But seeing how she looked at me as I branded myself as hers made it so worth it that I barely noticed the lingering ache.
“Proof that my body—my life—is yours. It always has been and forever will be. Use me how you see fit. Whether that’s to win the game or throw to me away. Just say the words.”
“Seems like you really want to be used by me. Isn’t that right, Killer Kohl?”
“I could just fucking kill you right here right now, that’s what you would’ve done to me.” “If I’d known—” “I don’t care about your excuses. Now listen to me like a good boy.”
My bloodied hand shot forward to grab their chin. There was something so fucking erotic about dirtying Kohl’s beautiful face.
“Fucking greedy little whore,” I snarled. “You think you have the right to touch me?” There was a pause before they answered, their voice quivering with need. “No.” “No what?” “No, my goddess.”
“You going to come for me, Kohl?” I purred and they groaned, their pleasure making them even more eager to serve. “No, I don’t think you will…” I said slowly, still stroking their clit. “Stop yourself. You don’t fucking deserve to come,” I hissed. “You’re gonna watch as I take the one thing you can’t have. Make me feel good from your worthless lying mouth.”
“Beg,” I demanded. “Beg for me, and maybe I’ll consider forgiving you for the time being.”
“Please forgive me, goddess,” they begged, their voice husky. “Please. I’ll do anything. Make me your fuck toy. Destroy me in front of the entire world. I don’t care who sees, as long as you forgive me.”
I wanted to protect her. To serve her.
I brought the swim bottoms to my mouth, inhaling her scent.
There I was, foaming at the mouth, fucking myself to her nudes and discarded swim bottoms.
“Looks like you can be trained after all, kitten. Good boy.” Kohl shivered, turning their head to kiss my palm. “Thank you, my goddess.”
“I want to hear you say it.” I rasped, my breathing coming in eager pants. “Tell me that you’re my plaything. That I own you.” “You—” Kohl wheezed as I applied more pressure onto their hand. “You own me. I am yours. Your plaything. Your worthless—”
Their eyes lifted to mine—that’s when I saw it. Kohl wasn’t just enjoying this. No, Kohl was having the time of their fucking life. Our games played into the same dark, twisted parts of them that they did with me. The masochistic little freak.
And then, when they were least expecting it, I would raise the gun and— “Down, boy,” Vic all but purred as she came to my side.
And just like that, the invisible leash she kept tied around my neck was yanked back.
I let out a groan, my hips bucking when she teased my clit with her tongue. “I don’t deserve this,” I panted. “Please, Vic, let me please you. Use me how you want, you don’t have to waste time—” A sharp slap of her palm against my clit had a sharp yelp coming from my lips and my body jerking.
“If I want to eat my pet’s cunt out until they’re shaking, I damn well should be able to do it.”
We were in this together. Deity and beloved servant.
“Harder, Kohl,” she moaned. “Be a good boy and make me come.” Heat licked my spine. I wanted nothing more than for her to say that again.
Like a good guard dog.
Her degradation was intoxicating, something that could make me, even in my most sane mind, crumble. But her praise? God, her praise was like getting a blessing from my very own goddess.
