How can I have such a pang of loss in my chest over losing something that I never even had to begin with? Maybe it’s the loss of the potential, the incredible sense of potential I thought this had to lead to something. It definitely felt like something special, a deeper connection than I’ve ever had with anyone I’ve known in the flesh. I mean, I really liked…I liked Jules for…his personality, not for whatever he looked like behind his phone. And if I’m honest, I guess I still do.
