Lazarus Rises (amongst other things)

by Berklie Novak-Stolz

The ones on this page are specifically for my nemesis, Misha Collins.

LMFAO

I am full. Of love and loss and longing Wanting for nothing Except you.

And ever since I was a little kid I have been told I wear my heart on my sleeve But now, it feels as if though I wear my heart on my entire body And it is bleeding And it is breaking

I don’t know what to do. I don’t know when this stops. And I want it to.

I am left Wondering why Emptiness is so heavy.

wondering and wandering i have learned is better in fiction.

We Love even though we know that one day it will haunt and hurt

we Love because we must.

I am still Icarus And you are still the sun.

I will light fires in your wake. Where I cannot find good, I must make it. Where there is no warmth, I must create it.

I hope the wound you left me as a parting gift never heals.

I hope you continue to hurt me. How else will I feel your love?

We try because we must. We try because we are human. We try because sometimes it is the only thing that can be done.

To Love is to sacrifice. A rare thing it is When giving away Makes us feel more full.