She’ll never entirely leave me though. I saw her the most when I was drinking those iced teas laced with hallucinogens, but even after Jade left my life, I still saw the little girl from time to time. It’s been nine years, and I have never told a soul aside from Jade. I don’t know if the drugs she slipped me triggered something inside me that couldn’t be turned off, but that little girl is always with me. Always. And she always tells me to do things. Bad things. But I don’t listen. Of course I don’t. Well, most of the time.
