I’m scared, but more than anything, I’m lonely. I sit on my bedroom floor and let that feeling sink in, let it all sink in, and it breaks me. I’m surrounded by people every day, and yet I feel so alone. I have the bestest friend anyone could ask for, a career most people dream of, and yet it feels like none of it is enough. That I’m not enough. That these good things just happen to me and I don’t deserve them. When will anything I do feel like enough? Will I ever feel deserving of what I have or who I surround myself with? I’ve never felt so alone with my thoughts as I do now.
