Queen of Shadows (Throne of Glass, #4)

by Sarah J. Maas

“If you are allowed to change so greatly in two years, may I not be permitted to have changed as well?”

“What if we go on,” he said, “only to more pain and despair? What if we go on, only to find a horrible end waiting for us?” Aelin looked northward, as if she could see all the way to Terrasen. “Then it is not the end.”

But I think … I think that whole time, all those centuries, I was just looking for you.”