If Chaol—if he’d truly been my mate, I wouldn’t have been able to do that, would I?” He was silent for a long while. “You hadn’t been in your Fae form for ten years, so perhaps your instincts weren’t even able to take hold. Sometimes, mates can be together intimately before the actual bond snaps into place.” “It’s a useless hope to cling to, anyway.” “Do you want the truth?” She tucked her chin into her tunic and closed her eyes. “Not tonight.”
Ok so Rowan obviously knows and not in mad she didn’t want to know because that means I don’t get to know!