“No. Don’t tell me how many. I can’t take it. Not today.” God. Even when he’s being a dick, he has a way of keeping a grip on my aching heart. “I learned it on YouTube three months ago,” I admit. “When I was doing research for a scene I was writing.” I don’t tell him that I didn’t need to learn to tie a tie with Matt. He mostly left my apartment in the mornings wearing his white coat or a pair of scrubs.
