Secret Obsession

by S. Massery

She’s the light that captivates my attention anywhere we go, and I loathe her for it.

When I fuck her in my bed, in my house, she’s not going to be thinking of my brother.

“Your little game with my brother is over, got it? Your game with me is only just beginning. Starting with this.” He lets the tip of the blade point toward the man. “Starting with secrets that will tie us together forever.”

“I’m not like Greyson or Steele. I’m not going to go behind your back and scare away the guys who think they have a right to touch you. And this is even more poetic because this fucker should’ve never laid a hand on you. But especially somewhere private. Somewhere that belongs to me.”

“Your lock is fixed. Your apartment is clean. Get some sleep, baby. You’re going to need it for what I have planned for you. And you don’t deserve to sleep on somebody’s couch.”

“No, if I wanted to force you to spend time with me, I’d tie you up and keep you in my room like a good little pet.” He leans in, his eyes gleaming. “I’d cut off your clothes and make you kneel at my feet as I did my homework, with a gag in your mouth and your wrists bound behind your back. Maybe I’d put a vibrator in your pussy and watch you squirm and see how far I could push you before you begged for just a little more… pressure.”

“We can simulate your death if you want, baby. But you’re not leaving this earth one second before me.”

“I’ve dreamt about what you feel like,” he says in my ear. “But goddamn, woman, nothing in my imagination could compare to the real thing.”

“Make those sweet noises for me. You sound so fucking perfect when you’re helpless like this. Just the way I want you.”

I want her alone. I want her isolated. But I need her to learn that, of all the people in the world, and of all the fucked-up shit people will do to each other, I will never leave her.

Well, I knew I was obsessed with her. It should be fucking obvious that I’m in love with her, too.

“You will,” he replies. “You don’t have a choice. There’s never been a choice with us, wild girl. You’ll fall in love with me, and it’s going to be a hundred times better than any love you held for Knox. Because I deserve you and you deserve me.” His gaze intensifies. “And when you do realize that you’re madly in love with me, you’re going to know in your bones that I won’t leave you. I haven’t left you, and I won’t ever. It’s you and me until the end of time.”

“I’m not going to leave you. I’m not going to hurt you in any way you don’t want to be hurt. I love you, and I’ll always love you.”

“Ride my cock like a good little slut,” he says with a smirk. “But tell me you love me while you do it.”