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He chuckles and kisses the top of my head.
Frantically trying to see if there’s any evidence of my live-in baby daddy.
“We didn’t.” Mom waggles her eyebrows at me. They didn’t? “They were at your doorstep when we arrived.”
while I’m trying to enjoy freaking Ben and Jerry’s and watch a movie to get my mind off the fact that I miss your company,
right now.” His anger quickly morphs into concern. “Oh, shit.” Pillow still covering his crotch, he walks over to the nightstand where I get the perfect view of his ass—nothing I haven’t seen before—and picks up the phone. “Hey, babe. I need to handle this.”
“Boner?” I ask. “Yeah, and I’d rather you not be able to stare at it.”
“You’re confusing me with Taters. He’s the one who likes to compare.”
“She hasn’t been alone,” Pacey says quickly. “Eli has been there.” Color me shocked, he’s defending me.
“They also want to have dinner with you when you come back. I told them to wait until the playoffs are done.” “No, I can have dinner when I get back from Washington. I’d like that, actually.” “Are you sure? I know you have more important things to do—” “Penny, you are the most important thing in my life right now.
“You look beautiful, Penny.”
I shake my head. “I’m not. You truly are. You look so real and so natural. You really are beautiful.”
His hand cups my breast and squeezes, sending me into a tailspin of need.
“And it’s true, I did find something in her shirt, a hard nipple.”
And the way he called me son . . .” He smiles softly. “Hell, it felt good, Penny. It felt really good. Thank you for tonight.”
Does she know I fucking
live for the smell of that lotion? That I so look forward to the smell of it at night that I actually bought myself a travel-size bottle. And I’m so pathetic that I rub it on my hands at night before I go to bed when I’m away.
“You’re always beautiful, Penny.”
the smell of it. Awesome. Thumbs up. “Probably best if I remove my robe.” Before I can protest, she whips it off, her back to me, and she wraps one arm across her breasts, covering them. But that’s the only thing she covers. “Hope you don’t mind that I’m wearing a thong. Not like you haven’t seen my ass before.” She laughs as she lies down on the bed on her stomach.
“You just . . . well, you looked really freaking good today.”
“If I were to touch your pussy, how wet would you be?”
Nipple hard, her tit just begging for my mouth, I lower my head down and suck the little nub past my lips. Her back arches, thrusting her breast deeper into my mouth. I suck her in, all of her, taking every ounce she’s willing to offer me.
“Because I don’t want to be fucking alone,” I shout. “Because Pacey will always be your family, no matter what, but I don’t have a goddamn family. My friends, they’re all I have, and I’m not about to fuck that up.” I pause, attempting to swallow down my painful truth. “I almost lost him once. I can’t go through that again.”
“I love you, Penny, but I’m going to tell you right now, no one wants to see your arms when you have a rack like that.”
“I want your cock in my mouth.”
“Quite aware you’re naked. That’s why I’m going to need you to sit on my face.”
“I want that pussy. Now sit on my goddamn face.”
I lift off him, and just as he protests, I rotate and stick my pussy back near his face as I lift his cock and suck him hard into my mouth. “Fucking Christ,” he moans as his thick quads flex beneath me. “Ahh, baby, you’re so good at that. So fucking good.”
I’m assuming we will, given the way you nearly gobbled my dick this morning—”
I smile. “Because you’re beautiful, and I was just thinking about how beautiful you are. And that’s not a line. It’s the truth.”
“God, Eli,” she mumbles, her voice sounding dreamy now. “I love you so much.”
Eli: Penny, this isn’t fucking fair to me, to disappear like this with no explanation. You know I have abandonment issues. You can’t just fucking leave like that.

