“I’ve only been with one guy,” I say. The cider really has loosened up my lips. “He was my first true love, just like Silas and his girl. We were each other’s firsts. I think he wasn’t quite sure what to do with me, so we only stuck to two things that worked for him.” “Worked for him?” Pacey asks, brow lifted. “What do you mean worked for him?” “That got him off.” “And what about you?”