“I want to ruin myself. There’s a boy here, and he lay down under the rails while a train rode over him. Lucky boy! Listen, your brother is on trial now for killing his father, and they all love it that he killed his father.” “They love it that he killed his father?” “They love it, they all love it! Everyone says it’s terrible, but secretly they all love it terribly. I’m the first to love it.” “There’s some truth in what you say about everyone,” Alyosha said softly.
