“I still love corporate worship. Being in there, even though it’s painful, it was beautiful. I still love the singing and worshipping. I would love to trust the Church again,” she said. “But we’ve been hurt so many times, so many different ways. And at a certain point, I just can’t risk going—I can’t afford to lose my faith. I need to be closer to God, but I feel like every time I’ve been a part of a church, it just pushes me farther away.”