‘I wanted a baby so much, a baby of my own like other women. I never thought I’d have one. I was so happy. I didn’t care if I was sick, I just wanted my own baby. It was so hard, I didn’t think he’d ever come, but when you said he’d die, I had to. If he has to die anyway, why was it so hard? Mother, I want my baby, don’t make me get rid of him.’