But she’s done something to me. She’s warped my mind and twisted my insides up, and now my soul has been pretzelled into some jacked up, nonsense knot of alien emotion, and I don’t have a clue what the fuck I’m doing anymore. When did this even happen? I used to make sense to myself. Now, I don’t have a clue how to make heads nor tails of my own existence. I’m a stranger in my own skin and it sucks balls.
