“I never say the right things,” I finally said. “Ask my whole family. Ask Nolan. Literally anyone. And with you it’s even harder, especially now that we’re back in the real world and all I want is for what we had to be real. I said a stupid thing to Teddy. I—okay, this is embarrassing—but I was sort of starstruck when I saw him. That guy is a porn king, and let’s just say his work was very formative to a young Kallum. So what I should have said was ‘You let me star in a movie with the girl of my dreams and the memory of this experience will be the last thing I think of every night for the rest
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