“I just don’t know if I can be, uh, sensual. On camera.” Down, boy, I reminded myself. “Oh, there’s nothing to it,” I assured her. “A fake orgasm isn’t all that different from a real orgasm. At least, that’s what I’ve been told,” I added. “My knowledge about fake orgasms is limited, given that my only foray into adult content was one-hundred-percent real pleasure—hers included.” I gave her a wink—and oh my God, was that smarmy? That felt smarmy. “But I’ve never had an orgasm,” she blurted.
