I realized, if there’s one thing a healthy, beautiful, utterly normal boy does not do, it’s fall in love with half of a pair of Siamese twins. “That’s how I learned. It’s O.K. for me to love a norm like that. But if he comes to loving me it’s because I’ve twisted him and changed him. If he loves me he’s corrupted. I can’t love him anymore. I won’t pretend it didn’t hurt.”
