“I did what Randy told me to do,” he says. “I prayed. I just kept saying, ‘Please help me.’ I kept repeating it. When I was getting ready to go, April saw me and freaked out. She grabbed on to my leg and was crying and screaming that I couldn’t leave. But if I stayed, we’d both die. I told her, but it didn’t help.” He cries. “I fucked up bad.”
