Is it possible for me not to rely on the authority of my own experience? Even when I have rejected all the outward expressions of authority—books, teachers, priests, churches, beliefs—I still have the feeling that at least I can rely on my own judgment, on my own experiences, on my own analysis. But can I rely on my experience, on my judgment, on my analysis?
I see reluctance to answer.
a stuckness in reflection of a question.
Feeling: warm glow in my chest
Trust your experience. Remain aware of the source.