can I look without any motive? Can my mind exist without any incentive, without any motive to change or not to change?
Motives arise by themselves when I look: reactions of intolerance, pain, past injustices; and reactions to those same reactions follow, too.
The last are the most painful.
Perhaps i have a reason to be intolerant. Yet it's what keeps me stuck.
I have the answer, but it's no answer at all.
