After several moments, Yoko disappeared. Other curious onlookers quickly began to take her place. They stared at him through the windows of the police car. He wanted it to be over. He wanted to be taken from the scene of his crime. He feared that, as word of what he had done spread through the city, an angry Lennon fan would appear and start firing bullets at him through the car windows. He prayed for God to turn back time. He promised God he wouldn’t do it again—if God would only turn back time.