“The true reason was that I felt like a nobody. I felt like a nobody because I wasn’t a normal person.… When I went to college I was just like everybody else, and had to study like everybody else.… I wasn’t in charge of anything, I wasn’t in a foreign country taping bomb sounds down the avenue. I was a regular college student with regular responsibilities and studies and that was it. That was all. I was just like everybody else—a nobody.
