“There was nothing that felt like I was in a womb; nothing that felt like I was Holden Caulfield. I felt more of a panic, more of being sucked into a giant wave that I couldn’t swim out of or even come up for air. “I dictated the statement and a detective wrote it. But the anguish is all mine. “Then, after I signed the statement, one officer asked me about the Beatles. He said he liked the Beatles. I said I like them, too. The officer just shook his head and walked away from me.”