“Chris, I’m going to have the baby with Julian.” I said with a firm resolution that surprised me. “I want Julian’s child—for I do love him, Chris—and I’ve failed him in so many ways. Failed him because you and Paul got in my eyes, and I didn’t appreciate what I could have had in him. I should have been a better wife, and then he wouldn’t have needed those girls. I’ll always love you—but it’s a love that can’t go anywhere, so I give it up. You give it up! Say good-bye to yesterdays and a Catherine Doll who doesn’t exist anymore.”
God dammit Cathy.
