Hamartia

by Scarlett Drake

I do some weird wide-eyed thing that I’m scared makes me look unhinged.

Trying to imagine what this weird eye thing is lmao

It’s the first time I get a proper look at him there. This small pink hole that’s been scrubbed and shaved. It’s…pretty? I’m not sure what I expected.

At first, he just circles it. Slow and deliberate with the index finger of his left hand.

“Do you know why I am doing this?” he asks me. Like he can read my thoughts.

“Yeah, I know.”

“Tell...

he says, as he tilts his finger down so the tip slides int...

My breath quickens when he lets out a soft gasp as he pushes it deeper. “To...

“...

he gasps as he begins to move his finger in and...

“What ...

I frown. Is this a test? If I fail, do I not get to fuck him? My brain legitimately s...

Jae lets out a soft laugh as he slides a se...

“Because it feels good,...

“Does it look good?”

I don’t have to think about it, not for a second, but I take a minute to just drink him in. Legs splayed, long fingers fucking into that tight little hole, pink blush spreading across his chest, mouth kissed and bitten red, cheeks flushed. “It does. You’re so fucking hot. The sexiest thing I’ve ever seen, Jaehyun.”

He smiles at me, shy from the compliment, and I feel a burst of pre-come seep from my dick. I have to squeeze it hard to stop it...

“But I really want to fuck you, so if that’s not gonna be anytime soon…” I eye his fingers, still doing their thing to his ass, “…you’re g...

Jae lets go of his cock and drags his hands over his body, caressing his nipples before sliding his hands up into his hair as he really starts to lose himself. It’s a sight I’ll never forget. He looks fucking incredible. Another fucking performance that he’s practiced his entire life for. I can only watch in awe as he uses my dick to put on the best show I’ve ever seen.

I wonder how the fuck I’d managed to live without it. Without this. Without him.

Once our breaths have slowed, he places a little kiss to my chest just above my nipple. Then another, before lifting his head to look at me, eyes sparkling. He looks blissed out.

Fine. Well. Only one way to go from there I suppose. Up. I move quickly, holding him tight as I flip us both over so he’s under me, legs spread around my hips. His eyes are wide and his breathing’s a little fast again.

“I don’t want to do just fine.” I growl against his mouth. “I want to be the best you’ve ever had.” I want to be the only one you ever have from now on. I’m so fucked.

While I could watch him do no more than breathe for hours on end, his fascination with me seems almost non-existent, fleeting at best. It’s one way traffic. It’s never been more obvious than it is right now.

Me sitting here on his bed covered in his come while he goes to run himself a fucking bath. The most pathetic part? I’m half-hard again.

Had I seriously been thinking that I could get him out of my system by fucking him once? I’m a bigger clown than I thought possible.

I’m after him in an instant, curling my fingers around his wrist to stop him, tugging him back to face me. “You think I’m disgusted? Disappointed?” I’m not sure which is more insulting. “I told you it was incredible?” He doesn’t pull his wrist from my grip, but I see the insecurity on his face.

This perfect fucking force of a human being…vulnerable about anything.

“Jaehyun, nothing about you is disappointing. Not a fucking thing. And I’m certainly not disgusted. Fuck. It was…” I scrub a hand over my face. Life-changing. Soul-shi...

“Then why do you want to leave?”

“Then I am sorry,” he says. “For not being clear with you. I enjoy taking a bath after sex and I thought you would enjoy taking one with me.”

“I…” My throat feels dry and my head fried. “You want to take a bath with me?”

“Or you can watch…I don’t mind.”

Jaehyun in the bath. Wet, pink, glistening, his hair soaked to his skin.

“So then…you don’t want me to go?” I smile, reaching out to him with my other hand, sliding it over his waist and then ar...

“No, Raphael. I...

his hands to my belt buckle and pulls at...

“I am annoyed that you put these on again. I like look...

“Yeah? I really like looking at you...

“Nothing about you is disappointing either, you know,”

“You are also very beautiful. Like a bright American sunrise.”

I can only stare at him, stupefied. Maybe I do affect him then? In some way at least. I want to sing ...

He rolls his eyes.

“You have never seen a Korean sunset; you have never been to Korea”

“Baby, I’m pretty sure I was in Korea about t...

Lmao i love this

“You are ridiculous,”

“But not disappointing! And as beautiful as an American sunrise!”

“Hurry up, the bath is ready, you big American idiot!”

The tension in his face melts away and a slow smile spreads over his perfect raspberry-pink mouth. Then he looks down at some point on my chest, almost shy.

When he starts to grind, my control slips, and I sink my fingers up into his hair and pull his head back to expose his throat. He gasps a little, eyes going wide as he grinds harder, wrapping his legs tight around me.