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I was prepared to give this two stars but the story finally picked up (or I started to get it) in the final third. Absolutely enjoyed the technology, the organic BDO aspect (also getting some Vandermeerian feel here) and most of all, the way the MC was written. I was not expecting to read about depression, anxiety, PTSD, and a bunch of mental health issues I was not able to identify. That part was engaging. Plus, I always have a soft spot for an older/mature woman as MC.
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4 'why-didn't-i-read-this-sooner' stars
When, as a rule, you don't read book blurbs, it seems silly to say a book isn't what you expected. However, that is my overwhelming feeling about this book.
I thought we'd face colonizing, engineering and social challenges, but the challenges are much more psychological in nature. Instead of getting a better understanding of the new planet humanity has discovered, the reader is firmly placed in the head of Ren...and what an interesting and unsettling plac ...more
When, as a rule, you don't read book blurbs, it seems silly to say a book isn't what you expected. However, that is my overwhelming feeling about this book.
I thought we'd face colonizing, engineering and social challenges, but the challenges are much more psychological in nature. Instead of getting a better understanding of the new planet humanity has discovered, the reader is firmly placed in the head of Ren...and what an interesting and unsettling plac ...more

Absolutely incredible depiction of anxiety, grief, and guilt. I thought the development of Ren as a character was beautifully done.
The plot was quite a bit weaker, and the ending in particular felt rushed and out of place. Nevertheless, overall I thought it was an excellent book (I also really enjoyed the world-building), and I will probably read the next.
The plot was quite a bit weaker, and the ending in particular felt rushed and out of place. Nevertheless, overall I thought it was an excellent book (I also really enjoyed the world-building), and I will probably read the next.

I really enjoyed this story about a group of humans who have founded a colony on a distant planet. Space colonization is one of my favorite tropes. I also loved the mysteriousness of the storytelling where you are learning little by little what exactly the situation is. The world-building and atmosphere really worked for me.
This isn't five stars because there was too much internal turmoil and anxiety for my taste. I really dislike when a story is slowed down by spending a lot of time in a chara ...more
This isn't five stars because there was too much internal turmoil and anxiety for my taste. I really dislike when a story is slowed down by spending a lot of time in a chara ...more

This was a very suspenseful, and character-driven science fiction.

This book stuck in my head for a long time--still there! Fascinating merger of mental illness, colony life, fungal something, and figuring out all the things, including recovery from trauma. If the main character had retained agency, and been able to fight the slow collapse, I would have enjoyed it much more.

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