Deepthi’s Comments (group member since Apr 08, 2019)

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Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "It... it might get ugly..."

Wdym?"

*points to the messages*

During the interval, some jerks in my class... i'm ashamed to even call them my classmates.. they started making snide remarks and comments about transgender people....

I tried to control it, but it wasn't long till i stood up, and went to them, asking them to stfu...
That did the trick, i guess.... i don't usually curse out irl, and.... that took them by surprise...

I'd been thinking about how much.. i hate myself...
I dunno when, but.. when i realized i'd been thinking that... i suddenly stood up in class thanks to that shock...
The teacher's expression.... i thought i was going to die there of shame....

We had Biology practicals today at school, and we were studying about human tissues....
Everything was alright till... idk why it happened, but my mind suddenly supplied a reminder of... how it gets when i'd been self harming....

Needless to say, i got sick there...

It... it might get ugly...

*hugs back and blinks back tears*
Thank you, Lance... really...

Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "*shrugs*
Fluke, i guess...

Who?"

Fluke?

The one from badminton?"

Just luck.

Ah, he's good."

It's not luck when you put your personal touch
..."

I don't think there was any... it was pure bland...

Yeah.

Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "*shrugs*
Fluke, i guess...

Who?"

Fluke?

The one from badminton?"

Just luck.

Ah, he's good.

*shrugs*
Fluke, i guess...

Who?

Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "I'm just... done. With everything......."

Everything, i guess...

Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Allerglance wrote: "Hello there, how are you?"

Heyy :)

Eh...

Hbu? :)"

Looking through the gmail of my college acct cause I'm scared something..."

Ahh, okay...

Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "I'm just... done. With everything....
I have a really weird way of writin..."

Anytime :)

*shrugs and looks down*

Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Allerglance wrote: "Hello there, how are you?"

Heyy :)

Eh...

Hbu? :)"

Looking through the gmail of my college acct cause I'm scared something might pop up.."

Something good or bad?

Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "I'm just... done. With everything....
I have a really weird way of writing, tbh... Instead of placing my book..."

Aww...
*gives you a mug of hot chocolate* :)

Allerglance wrote: "Hello there, how are you?"

Heyy :)

Eh...

Hbu? :)

Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "I'm just... done. With everything....
I have a really weird way of writing, tbh... Instead of placing my book on the desk and writing, due to som..."

In your place too..? O.O

Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "I'm just... done. With everything....
I have a really weird way of writing, tbh... Instead of placing my book on the desk and writing, due to some weird problem of my wrist, i slant..."

There's a tournament in badminton, exams in studies, AND my guitar exam coming up...
Next month....
I can't afford to take a break from anything, tbh...
I sort of.. checked how bad the injury was... (Being a black belt in karate, it's a must for you to know the basics of first aid and injuries...). The main problem is my way of holding it and writing... That's where the problems are starting, tbh...

I can, but it's only during the breaks...
That's when the teachers'll be eating.

*Hugs back just as tight*

Counting.. the days...?
I guess that's a good idea... Thanks, Lance :)

Good morning, how are you? :)

Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Allerglance wrote: "*comes in with a blanket over and whispers*

It rainy outside and I tired from cooking.. *gingerly sits down*

How's chu?"

Dx
I'm sorry i didn't reply..... Dx

..."

Thank you, Lance...

I'm just... done. With everything....
I have a really weird way of writing, tbh... Instead of placing my book on the desk and writing, due to some weird problem of my wrist, i slant the book, taking the support of the desk and write....
Due to this, I, uh... sort of need some actual place to move my right hand comfortably and write... (you've already seen my handwriting...). Otherwise... I tend to get these wrist aches back, and... if i force myself to continue writing like that......................... Yeah... The situation rn... that's what's happened, tbh....

In math period, the girl who sits next to me... S-she's sorta plump, and.... she takes up something like three-quarters of the bench.... And I sit next to the wall...
She's someone new in our class, and... I'm not really comfortable with her, so... I try to get as far away as possible, but... at the same time, I can't stick to the wall, because I can't write if i do that...
So i decided to just... squeeze by in how muchever place was there, and i kept my hand in a really bad position to write....
I can't even feel my right hand anymore now.... It's affecting badminton too....

Sitting there.... it's making me feel really claustrophobic, and... i don't want to say this, but.... today's been the tenth day i've blinked back tears sitting there....

I'm trying to talk to my teacher, but she legit runs out of the class (not really, she doesn't run, but... yeah. she goes away in a hurry)...

And i'm piled up with homework where i've got to write, and i really dunno if i can do it...
But the submission's tomorrow...
That is, in a few hours....

Sorry for ranting....

Goodnight, Lance, sleep well