
kinda its pretty hard but im making it. and hurry up on that chpter, i wanna read it

i already know, and im here

i gtg i have to keep myself moving, i love you guys thank you bye

he hit her yelled scallnoww his eyes went big, shut then his heart exploded

it was a terrible death, my grandma heard his heart explode. a mayjor heart attack

he wasnt sick or anything, we were supposed to go to the ranch this weekend, and do a lot. but now i cant

right now i just dont know, i keep thinking about everything he told me and everything he did for me, and its just not possible, he was just there , for the first time on saturday he told me he was proud of me, for just coming this far and turning out the way i am. and now hes gone
Rachel wrote: "I'm soooo srry Bec, u guys were so close. Unfortunately losing some1 is hard but, ur strong enough to get through it. It just takes time, give it some time and i promise it will get better :("i just keep wondering y , and i dont believe it, he was just here, i just talked to him, i just dont understand, i talked to him just a few days ago and now i cant again
(:Hayley Loves......Justin Bieber!!!:D wrote: "how r u holding up Bec??:( r u okay?"i not holding up very well, i lost both grandpas in a period of 4 weeks, and this one, i was becoming very close to, this is the one who would take me up and down the mountain to the ranch, this is the one who just last saturday threw me a birthday party, i dont know what im going to do

hey rach and everyone, srry i havent been on, i just lost my grandpa

ive been busy my other grandpa just died =((

='(( another grandpa just died, this one i was really close to and he wasnt sick or anything it was just a random thing, he had a heart attack, and i dont know how im going to make it through life without him, just last saturday he was telling me how proud of me he was, and that he loved me and before that he told me i better take care of my grandma and cousin, but i dont even know how im going to take care of myself, i keep thinking hes going to be home from work at any moment but he wont be... uuug what am i going to do?