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ａｒｃａｎａ　（行ソ易) wrote: "@Xavier
Can I make Aera's lady-in-waiting?
Since Kenaide, who previously claimed them, left."

Yeah! Sorry, I didn't see that

i could?

YES

I feel like Aera’s a bitch to them for like the first fee times they meet before realizing that they’re really just extremely nice and not two-faced like most people she knew

She definitely takes them out eith her one time while sneaking out on a date but refuses to call it a date

idk what they'd be, but I really want to make head canons for Alva and Aera XD

(I feel so bad for Alva cause Aera's a goddamn douche XD)

Aera was practically dragged to the reception room by her mother, the majestic looking woman's long and sharp nails digging slightly into her arm as Aera cussed like a sailor under her breath, not even fighting back anymore but still angry and desperate nonetheless. Did she have anything to worry about? Probably not, as her old suitors were easily scared away, and how could she not as her parents had a very special skill for picking out the most obnoxious men for her to potentially marry. Most likely because they thought that someone even more horrible to be around with than her would tame her, but they were horribly wrong. Her mother hissed in her ear to behave unless she wanted to be under house arrest, to which Aera rolled her eyes and smoothed down her dark green dress with tasteful black accents, just slightly nervous. The doors opened and she walked in with the patent fake smile as she moved her gaze to land on the well-dressed and silver-haired man in the center, walking towards him with her jaw clenched hard, curtsying slightly after she was introduced by her mother and just waiting for when she could go.

I think that I'm going to try and polish up Aera's template

ok!

ａｒｃａｎａ　（行ソ易) wrote: "》Xavier《 wrote: "ａｒｃａｎａ　（行ソ易) wrote: "》Xavier《 wrote: "NOOO I DON'T WANNA GIVE AERA A POWERRRRRR"

I'm struggling 3

Alva and Aera will still be getting engaged, right?"

yeah ofc! we could actual..."

cool! where to?

ａｒｃａｎａ　（行ソ易) wrote: "》Xavier《 wrote: "NOOO I DON'T WANNA GIVE AERA A POWERRRRRR"

I'm struggling 3

Alva and Aera will still be getting engaged, right?"

yeah ofc! we could actually start with them if you wanted to?

NOOO I DON'T WANNA GIVE AERA A POWERRRRRR

should we start off another RP with Aera and Cal Raisen???

It would probably not work very well on other royals; especially ones with a proper hold over their being more powerful than regular humans, and I feel like she could also use it to secretly get people to trust her and be on her side

Aera

Ability: Self social-magnetism (Basically, it's a mental ability where she can at will choose to have people unknowingly flock to her and interact with her, or obliviously avoid her)

Trigger: A black snake curled right behind her right ear

Cool! Good job dude!

Aera sat down and put the bottle down on the floor, slightly on edge as her spine straightened, her gaze moving across his room curiously. She shook her head, bringing her focus back to him. "No, thank you though. I prefer to annoy as many people as possible when they realize that I've disappeared again." She answered wryly. "Makes it more fun for me." She liked the thrill it gave her when she found a way to bypass the guards' efforts to derail her escape attempts. It also tended to piss her mom off so that was a plus. She was one of eldest children of the royal family which apparently was supposed to make her more "mature," but when her parents used that word against her, she could only think that they really meant "someone more pliable; someone easier to like" and therefore someone easier to give off to the best suitor. So of course she couldn't care less about even trying. At the sound, she quickly rolled the bottle under his bed with her foot. Her mother had made it so she was banned from bringing alcohol into the palace walls in an attempt to dissuade her, so now she just snuck it in, barely keeping herself from getting caught.

Bc I tend to have a problem with making Aera one-sided; basically just "Someone who is angry and pushes people away, while also being very awkward when she doesn't feel angry," I'm going to put a few traits and things about her specific kind of mentality here.

Potential Trigger Warning(view spoiler)[

Outside of her anger, Aera is someone who enjoys comfort, affection (though she doesn't accept it easily), and basically the more quiet beauties of life. She actually doesn't like to listen to angry music very often because it makes it very easy to get lost in her own. She also likes having control over her life and the things in it because it makes her feel strong, someone very different from who she felt she was before; the person who got hurt. She is very intelligent academically, and contrary to popular opinion, she is not street smart. In reality, she just abhors the prospect of being tricked and generally does not trust other human beings, causing her to gain insight and other observational skills to prevent herself being deceived.
Because of aforementioned observational skills, she tends to quickly pick up on a person's personal weaknesses and insecurities as well as their strengths, which often helps her with her job. In arguments and fights where it's come to a point when her sense of mercy is running thin, she uses it to rip your doubts about yourself up to the surface and use it just like she uses her weapons; to rip you apart and defeat you.
She's actually quite skilled in the kitchen concerning sweets and when she lived back at home, she always used to shadow the cooks and bake because it served as a sort of therapy to her. After she moved to the dorms at the school back when she was a student, she could no longer do that and started to rely even more on music, locking herself up in her room for almost 3 days at a time when things grew too difficult for her to deal with it. Just her, her headphones and her never ending playlists.


~ Fear of being harmed again because of trusting other people as well as shame of the person she used to be when she "allowed herself" to be used and assaulted (even though she was a child and rationally, it wasn't her fault at all, she still believes that it happened because she was weak and now does everything she can to be nothing like her old self which really only harms herself) are the main things that feed into her well of anger

Her form of anger; A mixed hybrid of inward anger, passive anger, and chronic anger

A Short List of Triggers (Reacts with anger)
~ Anything wrapped around her throat
~ Being tightly grabbed by her shoulders
~ Close spaces
~ The smells of hot metal and seawater

Cause of Anger Management Issues: PTSD, BPD

Consequences of Long-Term Anger
~ Regular Headaches
~ Insomnia (Sneaking out all the time is actually how she dealt with this, especially when she was a teenager)
~ Fatigue
~ Inability to make friends
~ Driving loved ones away
~ Purposefully hurting the feelings of those who seek to help her in hopes that they will stop trying
~ Shame
~ Constant Irritation
~ Paranoia
~ Sadness

Positive Coping Mechanisms She Practices
~ Working Out Regularly
~ Playing a Sport
~ Keeping a Journal

Negative Coping Mechanisms She Practices
~ Yelling
~ Punching Walls/Breaking Things
~ Aggression
~ Alcohol (Her intake isn’t too harmful for her)

Traumatic Events
~ (view spoiler)[Was consistently used for money and popularity throughout her middle school and early high school years because she didn’t know any better from being near-isolated at home where she was pampered and trusted people with open arms. When she stood up for herself and refused to give them any more, she was nearly drowned from being shoved underwater and not being allowed to come up until they’d let go and then shove her back under again. Afterwards, she was stuck in a locker for the rest of the day, terrified to make a single sound because they told her that they’d kill her if she called for help or told anybody about what they had done. She never told her family what had happened, because why would they care? And started to blame her parents for what happened to her; the starting point of her rage. (hide spoiler)] (hide spoiler)]

((Sorry for the wait Raisen, I've just realized that Aera's pretty poorly built, so I''m trying to make her better))

((I am reminded of how much I love and admire Cal XD))

(Kk)