Underestimation and Apologies

The infamous Togetsukyo Bridge in Arashiyama, outskirts of Kyoto city.23 October 2014.
I had my doubts.Would I be able to feel again, after my heart broke into pieces?
I did underestimate it, my heart, that is. After all, in the wise and beautiful words of Wislawa Szymborska:

Thank you, my heart:
you don't dawdle, you keep going
with no flattery or reward,
just from inborn diligence.

To fall head over heel for someone - the feelings, the routines are the same every time. Thus, I have to agree with Szymborska again:

My apologies to past loves for thinking that the latest is the first.