I’m currently busy mourning/brooding/being unavailable because my best friend died, and I mean...

I’m currently busy mourning/brooding/being unavailable because my best friend died, and I mean to write about it soon because it’s one of those things that has a cascading sort of impact and changes everything, at least a little. But I am finding it difficult to take that step and write that post and make it public—to whatever limited extent—and real…

The point is, I’m still sad about it. I am functioning totally fine and life is otherwise lovely and I’m generally happy and productive, but I am sad about this, and therefore avoiding talking about it, except that I feel like I have to talk about it…conflicting spiral of emotions, etc.

So instead I’m here to tell you about how sometimes I browse the craigslist missed connections male/male section while I drink my morning coffee, because like:

HUNK at the Amelia Island Xpress Lube - m4m 

Had oil changed today at Xpress Lube on 8th street. HOT fucking Dude there had my mouth watering and my cock hard. Wanted to get on my knees at blow him right there. He’s 6ft, salt and pepper hair, tattoos great body and ass with a package to kill for. Anyone know this stud? Does he like cock? Does he love to get head?

DOES HE LIKE COCK? I mean, important questions. DOES HE??

(you know Dana browses CL for hook ups in between random acts of werewolf fanaticism, obviously.)

(also, whatever, Xpress Lube tattoo guy sounds hot.)

Anyway, useful things soon, probably, book 3 is just about wrapped and I’m continuity checking before edits, etc etc, hello all you beautiful wonderful people who send me e mails. I love you all.