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October 16, 2018
The End of the F***king World

I haven't watched much TV of late, but devoured this British series (on Netflix) over the past two weeks. Based on a graphic novel by Charles Forsman, this series is about two teenagers who brought together, not so much by fate, but more by chance. Both James and Alyssa have family problems and tough family histories and their shared misery brings them together...after James decides not to murder her, of course.
This plays out like a quirky Natural Born Killers with teens, and with characters that more realistic and identifiable. Told in alternating perspectives from Alyssa and James, the viewer gets to know and care about both characters in a way that makes them both relatable and likable, despite their worst flaws. I also loved how such a tragic love story is infused with so much humor.
A very quick watch and I highly recommend it.
Published on October 16, 2018 07:07
October 13, 2018
Weekend Music Roundup

Welcome to the weekend. This week, the theme is straight out of the garage. This is a list composed entirely of garage rock from the 60's, 80's and today. The genre has been going strong for over 40 years despite little change in the format or the sound. It's also a genre that I've been really into for most of my life and thought it was a good idea to group up a lot of the recent new discoveries I've made. If you don't like garage rock, don't worry, next week we'll return to our regularly scheduled ramblings. Enjoy.






Published on October 13, 2018 06:47
October 2, 2018
Juliet, Naked

This past weekend, I went to see Juliet, Naked with the Missus. It's a movie based on a novel by Nick Hornby, best known for High Fidelity. Like that story, this one is a sort of doomed love story rooted in a plot about music. What I love about his brand of love stories is how they are informed by the fact that love is often an intense form of friendship, and that real love can't exist without friendship.
The cast was wonderful in this movie. Ethan Hawke as the 90's indie songwriter that gave everything up and walked away, was brilliant. He was funny, yet moving when the reason for his walking away was revealed. Chris O'Dowd was hilarious, as always. But the real center of the movie is Rose Byrne who portrays a character's dissatisfaction with her current life, and the difficulties one faces in trying to change that situation.
This is one of those movies that is probably not that memorable. The kind that years later, you might not remember the plot. But it's the kind of movie that affects you as you watch it, and those thoughts will stay with you even when the lights fade. I really enjoyed it and recommend it.
Published on October 02, 2018 08:16
September 29, 2018
Weekend Music Roundup

The weekend is here and you all know what that means....more ramblings about music that I've been grooving to lately. This week features all new, and newish releases, from bands that are both new to me, as well as some old favorites. There's a wide range of tastes on here, from dance rock to hip-hop, to stoner metal and garage punk. You know what that means...it means there is definitely something on here that would be worth your time to check out. Enjoy.





Published on September 29, 2018 06:50
September 28, 2018
Supreme Chaos

Before I start to talk about what happened yesterday during the re-opened Judicial Committee hearings, I would like to remind everyone that this is all happening because the Republicans changed the Senate rules two years ago to ram through another justice by getting rid of the filibuster, which essentially required justices to have 60 yea votes to get confirmed. That rule meant that justices typically needed support from both sides in order to get their lifetime appointment. Once that rule was destroyed, we were pretty much guaranteed to get the kind of circus we've had this past week. By taking away any ground for a minority party to stand on, the result was destined to be desperate measures and obstructionism.
As for yesterday, let me start by saying the Dr. Ford was completely believable. She came off as honest, intelligent, and full of integrity. Having been a victim of sexual assault myself, at the age of 12, I know how difficult it is to tell anyone. I didn't reveal it to anybody for 16 years, and then only after I wrote a novel based on those experiences and felt compelled to tell those closet to me. It's still not something I like to talk about, and to see Dr. Ford tell her story to the world, was moving. Those who attack her for not saying anything sooner are simply clueless as to how all of this works in the life of the victim. If nothing else comes of this (which sadly it looks as though nothing else will come of this), I hope she gave others the courage to speak up.
On the other side, I found Judge Kavanaugh to be overly defensive and combative, which in my personal experience are traits of someone who is not telling the truth. He repeatedly side-stepped answering the question of whether or not he would support an FBI investigation, which, as he said over and over, would not provide conclusions, but would allow trained investigators to follow-up on the sworn statements provided by other witnesses. As a judge, I was surprised that he would take a sworn statement at face value, and I strongly doubt he would feel same in his own courtroom. Guess what, Judge, people lie in sworn statements.
Now I agree with those who are saying the actions of someone at the age of 16, 17, or 18 shouldn't define a person's entire life. We've all done things as teenagers that we probably are not proud of. However, in order for others to accept that, the first step is admitting to those things, apologizing for those actions, and only then is forgiveness an option. After yesterday, I'm left believing what Dr. Ford alleges happened actually happened. And had Judge Kavanaugh admitted that it may have happened (even if he didn't recall because of drinking, which he also seems to want to downplay), the conversation would be different. But if you're lying, you are essentially calling her a liar and thereby assaulting her all over again. I believe that a person can change and that he very well could be a different person today, but the act of lying about it tells me that you are not a different man today and that you still don't believe it was wrong, or if it was wrong, somehow you are entitled to those actions and that the experiences of the victims don't count.
I will also say that I think it's shameful the way both parties are politicizing sexual assault for their own gain, either by attacking accusers or by using them as tools. It's not that I don't believe the Democrats are sincere, I think they are. However, the whole way this unfolded showed that they were playing politics with the life of a real person, and that is not right either. But again, I blame the change in the rules for forcing them into that position. The rest of us are left with a government so divided and so mean spirited, that it will do nothing for the American people, only for the base of one party or the other.
Published on September 28, 2018 10:18
September 22, 2018
Weekend Music Roundup

Welcome the first Roundup of the Fall! The weather is true to the calendar this weekend, gifting us with perfect early autumn weather, my favorite weather for listening to music. This week I take a look at some new releases that I'm excited about, as well as an old favorite. There's a mix of music on here, and a few lesser known artists. Hopefully you'll have some time to find something new to check out. Enjoy.





Published on September 22, 2018 11:36
September 21, 2018
Fiction Friday (73)

Now that grad school has officially ended for me, I've had a little more time to read books of my own choosing, and considerably less scholarly journal articles. I've actually read another book before the one below, but haven't had the right frame of mind to give it a proper review (which will come soon). This is a book I've been wanting to read for a long time, but an author that I really admire and who was a big influence on the modern novelists that emerged in Paris during the first half of the last century. This is probably more accessible than some of his other works, so if you're looking to explore his writing, this is not a bad place to start. Enjoy.

(Marlowe & Company, 1960)
Gold is a deceptively thin first novel by the pioneering, and widely forgotten but influential Swiss/French author. Though it's not long in length, it surely covers a lot of area in its depth. In many ways, it follows the the early 20th century trope of a rags to riches story, but in typical Cendrars fashion, it turns that trope on its head.
This is one of the earliest attempts at Historical Fiction that I'm aware of, as it takes the life of the real John Augustus Sutter, a pioneer in California and the discoverer of gold that led to the famed Gold Rush of '49. Cendrars portrays Sutter's life as more tragic than it actually was as a way to strengthen the themes of the novel centered around fate, justice, and the futility of fighting against the first or for the latter.
Sutter had come to America as a penniless immigrant, and eventually makes his way to the violatile land of California where he establishes several successful enterprises on a huge swath of land granted to him by the Mexican government (then controllers of California). By the time California is part of the U.S., Sutter is on the verge of becoming the richest man in the world...and then gold is discovered on his vast properties. When the discovery leaks to the rest of the world, it spells the ruin for Sutter, who watches all he built quickly taken over by the flood of people coming to search for gold and build towns and cities on land that was rightfully his.
Fully engrossing and surprisingly moving.
Published on September 21, 2018 07:23
September 15, 2018
Weekend Music Roundup

Welcome to the weekly ramblings of music that I've been listening to of late. This week features a couple of new releases that I'm really excited about. There's also some recent discoveries and old favorites. The first album on the list is awesome, and I was lucky enough to see them play this week. They played most of my favorites off this album and it was a great show that was sadly sparsely attended. As much as I love recorded music, it's important to remind everyone to support live music when you can. Hopefully there's something here for you to discover. Enjoy.





Published on September 15, 2018 06:52
September 14, 2018
One Week in a Life

There are certain weeks in the timeline of life that for one reason or another hold special significance. This is one of those weeks in my timeline. There are a lot of memories attached to this week, and memories create new thoughts as old moments are relived. The week began with memories of 9/11, which felt very far away on Tuesday. But when I watched some recently released audio on Wednesday, the paralyzing horror that I felt that day in NYC came back, but so did the sense of community that flowed through NYC in the weeks afterward.
At the end of this week, it will six years ago that my dad passed away. I was fortunate enough to be with him and two of my brothers for three days in Houston just before he died. As with 9/11, it's a weekend that increasingly feels far away. The funny thing about time is that so much life happens as it passes, that the accumulation overshadows all that came before.

Yesterday also marked the 20th anniversary of my first date with the girl who would go on to become my wife, my best friend, the mother of my child, and the love of my life. In that course of time, all of the changes that it has brought, she has always been my constant. Though our lives have changed very much, they've always been changing together and I'm so grateful for her.

To celebrate, last night we went to see one my favorite bands of the past few years, The Mystic Braves. They came from L.A. to play in our small city. We were two of very few people to attend, but it was a wonderful night. We were able to walk to the show, enjoy dinner, and "hang out" for several hours the way we used to do before we became the parents of an intelligent, and sometimes demanding, little girl.

For whatever reason, most likely something to do with the zodiac, the second week of September is one in which the universe has zeroed in on me and chosen to focus its attention. As I grow older, I've come to see all events, both good and bad, as part of the magic of life and try to appreciate the journey...whatever may be, may be.
Published on September 14, 2018 09:37
September 8, 2018
Weekend Music Roundup

The weekend has arrived, and right on schedule, the heat has broken and the weather is Fall-ish (at least today). In celebration, this weekend's choices reflect more of a fall vibe that stretches across many genres. There's some new releases on here that I'd been looking forward to. Some surprised, some slightly disappointed, but all in all, there's a lot of good vibes on here. Hopefully you'll find something to check out. Enjoy.





Published on September 08, 2018 06:48