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What's done is done, there is no getting the past back for a redo. However, changing the future can happen with the mere utter of words from the past. Two wrongs don't make a right, and getting even only turns a bad situation worse. How will Serenity get through this rough patch, without being scratched?

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Serenity felt like she mad the right choice. Yet she still felt wrong. She felt wrong because she had hurt an innocent man, John. He was only trying to help her and give her a feeling of truly being loved.  She also felt wrong because she had cheated on Radric. Even though he cheated on her, two wrongs don't make a right. She had to speak her mind, and come clean.

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He kissed Serenity on her forehead, and Serenity tilted her head so their eyes could meet. She lifted his shirt off and pushed him back on the bed. She kissed down his chest, stomach and finally reached her destination. First she held only the tip in her mouth, and then almost digested it, all while holding his jewels in the palm of her hand. Once he rose to full attention, she squat down on him, making a sound as if a wet rag had hit the floor. She kissed him passionately while her inner thighs stroked his manhood, and he bit softly on her nipples........

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When feelings are involved, everything changes. People make mistakes, and the ones on the raw end of the stick feel it the most. Maybe that's where Karma comes into play, what you do onto others will come back around; even harder and bite you in the butt.

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On the other end John felt hurt and betrayed. He really loved Serenity. He had never met anybody like her before, and she stole his heart. He felt liked he showed her he loved her by treating her special; lying for her at work, spending all his free time with her, buying her gifts and even paying her bills. All he could feel was pain, used and heart broken.

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Radric knew something was up. He didn't know exactly what the deal was, but he knew something was causing Serenity to neglect him.

Serenity,
What the hell is wrong with you? Everything is not okay. For all I know you could be lying to me. You probably out there fucking everything in the street. I don't have any comfort to offer you. I don't need you, I want you and that's a difference. I'm boss, that's the bottom line. I play people they don't play me, that's how that shit goes. I made you the person you are. I turned you out, I took your virginity, I taught you how to speak and act. I showed you crack being cooked, and I was the first nigga to show you the joys of drugs. You should kiss my dick and thank it. You better remember who your man is, real talk. We will see real soon. I expect my response by Friday.
                                                                                             Love,
                                                                                                         Radric

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After reading Radric's letter, Serenity burst into tears. How did this happen? As she cried she drank, and as she drank she smoked. She had a lot of choices to make, and after reading his letter, her mind was already made up.



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