Cheryl Snell's Blog, page 10
January 13, 2014
...in which Cheryl plays you a melancholy tune
Published on January 13, 2014 08:50
April 5, 2013
Cheryl Snell's Shiva's Arms (novel review) by Matthew Biberman
Published on April 05, 2013 06:20
November 18, 2012
Review of Ranu

Thanks to all involved.
Published on November 18, 2012 09:14
October 16, 2012
Golu in Shiva's Arms
Navaratri marks the beginning of a semi-annual festival celebrating female divinity. Nava means nine and Ratri means nights. During these nine nights and ten days, women visit one another in their homes, decorated with lights and Golu displays of dolls.Dolls for Golu often represent major deities recreating mythological events, but the quotidian is also well-represented, often by Barbies dressed in native outfits ,as I describe in my novel Shiva's Arms. A doll-couple is often included --no,not like Barbie-and-Ken. My husband remembers a particular pair of wooden Marapachi dolls his mother used in the ceremony, carefully put away after Dusshera, for the next time.
The golu display stand is made up of an odd number of tiers, ideally nine, and the dolls are arranged like this --
Tiers 1-3: (Kalasam) Durga, Lakshmi, Saraswati, Shiva, Vishnu, Brahma and all other gods and goddesses are set here.
Tiers 4-6: Saints and national leaders like Mahatma Gandhi, Ramakrishna Paramahamsar, and Swami Vivekananda occupy this level.
Tiers 7-9: Scenes depicting family, marriage,nature, and festivals go here, with the ornamented Marapachi dolls last.
In my novel, Shiva's Arms, I use this celebration of female friendship as a way to get my warring women to come together.
"It was late when Alice wandered downstairs. She expected that Amma would have gone to bed, but she was still at her task, busy with the display. She motioned to Alice to help her set up the rest of the dolls. There were brass and sandalwood gods and Malibu Barbies, an American bride doll and Japanese geishas collected one at a time, each one with a history.
“We will make kolam on the porch tomorrow,” Amma said. “You have colored chalks. My son is keeping big lamp in Christmas trees?”
“In the box of Christmas decorations, yes.”
By two in the morning the display was finished, Sam’s toy trucks and metal sport cars tucked among the stuffed Santa, Russian stacking dolls and Marapachi dolls. The suitcase and Christmas box were hollowed out at last. “Very multi-culti,” Alice said. She stood back from the creation and looked at it critically, squared off the crèche with both palms. She had somehow made Amma understand that sand made of lentils was no replacement for cotton-ball snow. She turned tiny white blinking lights on, and the sequins on the cotton glittered. Amma clasped her hands to her heart.
“Just a sec. One more thing,” Alice said. She ran upstairs and returned with an angel from the back of her closet, the one relic from her childhood. She handed it carefully to Amma, blue felt skirt first. The wax face with the wistful smile, blonde curls and gold wire halo were miraculously untouched by time.
Amma reached up and put the little cherub right in the center of the top tier. The women stood in front of the rows of dolls, mesmerized for a long minute. Alice broke the spell first, yawned and stretched her tight lower back. She turned away, shuffled into the kitchen and warmed some milk, enough for two, on the stove. Amma followed her on bare feet, cut a banana in half and handed one part to Alice. “Take,” she said. “Eat some.” Alice received the fruit like a gift."
The golu display stand is made up of an odd number of tiers, ideally nine, and the dolls are arranged like this --
Tiers 1-3: (Kalasam) Durga, Lakshmi, Saraswati, Shiva, Vishnu, Brahma and all other gods and goddesses are set here.
Tiers 4-6: Saints and national leaders like Mahatma Gandhi, Ramakrishna Paramahamsar, and Swami Vivekananda occupy this level.
Tiers 7-9: Scenes depicting family, marriage,nature, and festivals go here, with the ornamented Marapachi dolls last.
In my novel, Shiva's Arms, I use this celebration of female friendship as a way to get my warring women to come together.
"It was late when Alice wandered downstairs. She expected that Amma would have gone to bed, but she was still at her task, busy with the display. She motioned to Alice to help her set up the rest of the dolls. There were brass and sandalwood gods and Malibu Barbies, an American bride doll and Japanese geishas collected one at a time, each one with a history.
“We will make kolam on the porch tomorrow,” Amma said. “You have colored chalks. My son is keeping big lamp in Christmas trees?”
“In the box of Christmas decorations, yes.”
By two in the morning the display was finished, Sam’s toy trucks and metal sport cars tucked among the stuffed Santa, Russian stacking dolls and Marapachi dolls. The suitcase and Christmas box were hollowed out at last. “Very multi-culti,” Alice said. She stood back from the creation and looked at it critically, squared off the crèche with both palms. She had somehow made Amma understand that sand made of lentils was no replacement for cotton-ball snow. She turned tiny white blinking lights on, and the sequins on the cotton glittered. Amma clasped her hands to her heart.
“Just a sec. One more thing,” Alice said. She ran upstairs and returned with an angel from the back of her closet, the one relic from her childhood. She handed it carefully to Amma, blue felt skirt first. The wax face with the wistful smile, blonde curls and gold wire halo were miraculously untouched by time.
Amma reached up and put the little cherub right in the center of the top tier. The women stood in front of the rows of dolls, mesmerized for a long minute. Alice broke the spell first, yawned and stretched her tight lower back. She turned away, shuffled into the kitchen and warmed some milk, enough for two, on the stove. Amma followed her on bare feet, cut a banana in half and handed one part to Alice. “Take,” she said. “Eat some.” Alice received the fruit like a gift."
Published on October 16, 2012 14:30
October 7, 2012
Samsara
Shelter
Shadows striped with light
fall across the shade-seeking tiger.
A caterpillar swollen with butterfly
dangles from a banyan branch
laddering backward into the ground
that feeds it.
The hard earth cracks, opening like arms to the prodigal root latching onto its second chance.
In the plunge underground, fissures widen.
Between tendril and trunk, the tiger settles into its green cage with nothing else to do
but bat one great paw at painted wings lofting above the split-skin's molt.
Durwan
Their charity brings her here, crouched low
behind the iron gate, warding off danger
with her broom of river reeds and her set
of jangling keys. For her service they drop
spice into her sambaar, coal onto her grate.
They let her live in the stairwell, sleep
on their used newspaper. In the morning
her sari is printed with words black as dirt.
She can't remember how long she has been lost.
A whiff of wind-borne jasmine pulls her back
to the luxury of a bathtub, a blanket of cashmere.
When a servant shoos a vagabond off the veranda,
she takes up her keys and rattles them. Where are his alms? She pictures her old doors opening, hands tugging her inside, her fists that once held up the world saved from a lifetime of pounding.
The Provider
Appa's handkerchief follows him like a mongrel.
At the bazaar, he pulls the cotton tongue to hammock
the best bananas. Haggling price from behind mirrored
sunglasses, he's anonymous as a movie star.
Sandals slap the dust road home, past rickshaws,
trams and beggars chanting Rama, Krishna, Govinda.He steps out of the Evil Eye’s reach, though Amma hissesWhat to do? the moment his harvest spills on her table.
For years, banana leaves bleed green through the kerchief and Amma pounds out the stain on a rock by the river. Appa's face continues to fall, features slammed shut, the lines in his forehead etched as if by some god.
To snatch cloth out from plantains was not real magic--
it bored us very soon. On the day Appa gave up the trick,
he pocketed his cloth with a touch tender as apology,
and surrendered to a silence so deep that all our need
could not shatter it.
Avatar
The boy sits astride the dagger of land,
watching jesus lizards skip toward the bottom
of the world. From his left hand, the moon rises.
In his right, he catches the setting sun.
Pilgrims come to witness the phenomenon.
With cones of bhel-poori in their hands, they watch
blue shadows lengthen in the boy's brain. A shiver ascends the knuckles of his father's spine.
In the temple, the father sits with back bowed. His head is in his hands. Quarter-tones float past like speech obscured by a trick of air. From the sanctuary of carved white pillars, priests with sun-bleached eyes chant slokas. Against a cycle of relentless beginning, they believe that nothing ever dies, though the world is made of tears and sweat. The sea.
Dosa Afternoon
Mortar and pestle pulverize dal
to dust; batter sours, fermenting
while potatoes pile up, whittled
by Amma's wicked blade. Lashings
of cumin on onions and peas release
a scent that makes our mother
miss our father.
It takes two days to make dosa.
On certain Sundays, we proceed
to Paru's as if entranced, join our fellows
in a room shabby as an afterthought. Moody
gods glare down at us. We who had lost ourselves
touch the Ganesh around our necks, inhale
aromas of origin, reclaim the masala of home.
How The Chipmunk Got Its Stripes
A squirrel stares down green- veined
petals blocking the passageway home.
Thought stutters as it tries to think.
Scrambling atop wood stacked to the sky,
it shrinks from the god's wraparound reach,
sizzling in his three-pronged grip.
The reinvented chipmunk tumbles back to earth,
striped by a divine tattoo, chittering all over
the woodland, a witnessing evangelist.
When an unseen hand vouchsafes the days' unravel
of platinum light, we never sense the night approaching.
We never hear it stumble and fall.
Puja
1.
my son the youngest son
of a scholar
books on the altar
his only legacy
pages yellowing
between cloth covers
the boy's first shri emerges
on the slate his father left behind
2.
at the altar, a scholar's son
offers red -wrapped tools
of a humble man
a scythe that cuts through chapters
needs no blessing from Saraswati,
but here we believe in ritual
red silk sliding
along the family's steel blade
Koyakkatai
Amma spoons jaggery and coconut on rounds of rice-and-dal dough,brings the edges up and crimps theminto drawstring purses. She sets each dumpling in hot water, and the steam fogs her features. She becomes young again, wearing the yellow sari.
All night, I dreamed of koyakkatai. She pinches my cheek like pastry, and I can see her as she was—barefoot on the way to temple, one-hundred-and-one sweets hugged to her chest, her children clamoring for their share, galled she would give away their bounty.
Ganesh Chaturthi
On a palanquin lofted
by four garlanded men,
the pot-bellied Elephant God
leads a seaward procession.
A believer cradling a small
earthen version of the god
mutters last-minute prayers,
supplications hurried to shore
by a trick of the wind.
Ganapati, let the train come
that I may keep my job. Let my son
pass exams, my daughters marry
into good families.
Water slaps sand, the air clacks
with finger cymbals. The pilgrim
wades out waist-deep, the murti
in his elbow's crook. He releases it
like a bad debt, a broken covenant.
A pyune rushes into the train station
from a street strewn with obstacles.
He tugs the hands of a stopped clock
into a likely hour while outside, a flotilla
of figurines streams by, streaked features
half- erased, trunks of clay dissolving.
Krishna's Wife
Sari-clad gossips sneer love match,
level me with evil looks from all over the mall. I duck under a door where sandalwood circles sinuously as Radha's bangles in a Moghul miniature.
Her image beckons me. We listen together
through gold thread and mirrors as Krishna plays
his silver flute. We watch his breath blow blue.
She was first of sixteen thousand wives.
So when I see the switch-hipped girly sidle up
within grazing distance of your blue-stubble chin,
Radha sizzles in my cells like disease, though my hair
is halo gold and my eyes gray as a headstrong sea.
Vishu
She bends over daffodils,
clippers glinting in moonlight.
Bells harvested, she blots dew
in a wad of nightgown, slides
back into the house like a thief.
She arranges good luck objectson a mirror: silver rupees, an oil lamp, flowers, the scripture.
Her ponytail pantomimes a question.Her palms slide down her throat to her wedding necklace
and she touches the vermillion Ganesh. Upstairs, the alarm goes off.
Pulling the chain over her head, she kisses it like a Catholic,
and drapes it on the mirror.
Stung
She takes his hand to examine the nature of the swell. Wasp or bee? He shrugs, swearing in another language.
She lifts his fist and a map of foothills opens in his palm, splayed geography split by a river’s jagged floor.
Her lips hover over his palm’s red ring and a hitch-hiker thumb jerks toward the city spilled longitude by latitudefrom its grid.
An emptying hive buzzes nearby. This is the dying season. Bees build in the crevices, she says.
Ketu
Odds are that something else will kill you,
something that hasn't already been worried
to death, the not in a million years event.
You'll get caught in a shower of meteors. Planes
and pianos fall from the sky often enough.
I heard the screech, the metallic crumple. The sun
rose anyway, in a shattered goblet, a bubble this red
convertible could easily swallow.
The roadside altar pantomimes a warning. Daffodils
with torn throats loll beneath a string- tied cross,
pictures and messages already dissolving with weather.
Tonight's eclipse obscures the tongue-drag of yellow
paint over smeared asphalt; the snake full of moon
wakes before dawn.
All night long, it scallops the edge of the world.
In the morning, we proceed with caution.
Stone
A man splits a coconut
over a stone. Sweet milk flows
from the hemispheres.
When the stone, unscathed,
leaves the man's hand, it's the air
that cracks during the long hurtle
toward the woman's skull.
Her daughters wail behind her,
tongues trilling against the wind.
Published on October 07, 2012 09:43
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Intermission
Published on July 08, 2012 14:10
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June 26, 2012
Kyoto Prize
Published on June 26, 2012 06:37