Sara B. Larson's Blog, page 6
September 30, 2013
On overcoming doubt...
I think one of the hardest ongoing battles we authors fight is the war against doubt.
We come up with ideas, that to us seem unique and exciting. We love our characters. We pour our heart and souls into our books. They are a piece of us. But if what we want is to get published, then we have to take all of that hope and love and blood, sweat, and tears, and package it up in a little email and hit send. All with the prayer that someone is going to read what we wrote and ask to read some more. And maybe, hopefully, love it as much as we do, and ask to represent us.
Then you get to do it all over again when your agent sends your book out to editors.
Now, in a perfect, wonderful world, you would write your book, send it to ten agents, get ten offers, and then sell at auction within a week of going on submission. Right? Ah... the dream.
The reality is that most of us get to go through this horrible little detour on our path to success called REJECTION. Over the seven years it took for me to get my publishing deal, I accumulated hundreds of rejections. HUNDREDS people. That starts to sting after a while, no matter how nicely worded they were.
Enter my old nemesis: DOUBT.
When you keep getting told no, it's hard not to doubt yourself. To not start to wonder if your story is original enough (without being TOO original, because that can be scary to publishing folks, too). It's hard not to look at this piece of your heart and soul and wonder if it isn't good enough. And unfortunately, that can bleed over into real life. At least it did for me. Oftentimes I started to wonder if I wasn't good enough.
But here's the thing: the rejection never really ends. Not even after you do get an agent who loves your book as much as you do. Not even after an editor nabs your book and showers it with love and praise. Not even if you do sell at auction and get a hundred starred reviews, and make the top of every list. (Which I obviously didn't or haven't, but I'm using my imagination here...) There will still be those who don't like you book, who maybe even attack it--and maybe even you.
And that doubt can wiggle and worm it's way into the happiest of moments, if you let it, because there will ALWAYS be people who don't like your writing, or your characters, or you-name-it. Reading is so subjective, which is simultaneously the most wonderful and terrifying part of being an author. It means, even if one person didn't like it, someone else will. But the opposite is also true.
So how do you handle it? How do you overcome the doubts and fears and rejection and keep going?
You surround yourself with people who love you and support you. You take part in real life, not just the book world. I often hear people refer to their books as "book babies." And it often feels that way, as if your books are kind of like children, after all the time and effort and love you put into them. But the honest truth is that my books are not my babies. My BABIES are my babies. My love is my husband and my family and my friends. My books and my characters are a huge part of me, and it hurts when people don't like them. But, as the release of DEFY grows ever closer, and more and more people start reading it, I know that I am going to have to deal with both sides of this equation: the love and the dislike that is bound to come.
And on the days when I struggle with doubt, because those negative reviews are going to come, and I know it, I will go read a couple of the letters and reviews that brought tears to my eyes because they were so wonderful. I will reread the letter my editor wrote me in the front of my arc. I will remember all the rejections that got me to where I am now, and know that not everyone is going to love my book and that's okay.
And then I will go hug my real babies, and remember that in the end, I did the best I could. I wrote the best book I could. I love DEFY, I love Alexa and Rylan and Damian, and in the end, that is what matters. And then I will go play another game of hide-and-go-seek with my kids.
So what's the point of this long post? I guess this: I don't have a magic formula to make it so you never have to suffer from rejection or doubt or fear. It's always there. Even for authors who have multiple published books and all sorts of accolades. There is always the fear of rejection. There are always the doubts, the worries that this time, they're going to figure out that you are a fraud. So all any of us can do is write the best book we know how, never give up, and when the day comes that you do get published, try to focus on the good. And then go outside, go for a walk, play with your kids, talk to a friend, go to a movie or to a football game or whatever it is that you enjoy.
And if I ever get down because of a bad review, will you remind me to do the same thing? Thanks. :-)
Now, for those of you who actually made it to the bottom of this post, congrats!! Here's your reward: Next week marks the 3 month mark until DEFY comes out! So, on October 7, I am going to start my first contest to win a signed ARC of DEFY + chances for signed swag for a few other lucky people!!
Here's the catch: I'm still trying to decide what exactly to do for this contest. Give me a suggestion in the comments, and if I love your idea enough to pick it, you'll win signed DEFY swag! So put on those thinking caps, and give it your best shot! (I reserve the right to not pick anyone's if nothing feels quite right. But I have faith that you will come up with something awesome!) Good luck!
We come up with ideas, that to us seem unique and exciting. We love our characters. We pour our heart and souls into our books. They are a piece of us. But if what we want is to get published, then we have to take all of that hope and love and blood, sweat, and tears, and package it up in a little email and hit send. All with the prayer that someone is going to read what we wrote and ask to read some more. And maybe, hopefully, love it as much as we do, and ask to represent us.
Then you get to do it all over again when your agent sends your book out to editors.
Now, in a perfect, wonderful world, you would write your book, send it to ten agents, get ten offers, and then sell at auction within a week of going on submission. Right? Ah... the dream.
The reality is that most of us get to go through this horrible little detour on our path to success called REJECTION. Over the seven years it took for me to get my publishing deal, I accumulated hundreds of rejections. HUNDREDS people. That starts to sting after a while, no matter how nicely worded they were.
Enter my old nemesis: DOUBT.
When you keep getting told no, it's hard not to doubt yourself. To not start to wonder if your story is original enough (without being TOO original, because that can be scary to publishing folks, too). It's hard not to look at this piece of your heart and soul and wonder if it isn't good enough. And unfortunately, that can bleed over into real life. At least it did for me. Oftentimes I started to wonder if I wasn't good enough.
But here's the thing: the rejection never really ends. Not even after you do get an agent who loves your book as much as you do. Not even after an editor nabs your book and showers it with love and praise. Not even if you do sell at auction and get a hundred starred reviews, and make the top of every list. (Which I obviously didn't or haven't, but I'm using my imagination here...) There will still be those who don't like you book, who maybe even attack it--and maybe even you.
And that doubt can wiggle and worm it's way into the happiest of moments, if you let it, because there will ALWAYS be people who don't like your writing, or your characters, or you-name-it. Reading is so subjective, which is simultaneously the most wonderful and terrifying part of being an author. It means, even if one person didn't like it, someone else will. But the opposite is also true.
So how do you handle it? How do you overcome the doubts and fears and rejection and keep going?
You surround yourself with people who love you and support you. You take part in real life, not just the book world. I often hear people refer to their books as "book babies." And it often feels that way, as if your books are kind of like children, after all the time and effort and love you put into them. But the honest truth is that my books are not my babies. My BABIES are my babies. My love is my husband and my family and my friends. My books and my characters are a huge part of me, and it hurts when people don't like them. But, as the release of DEFY grows ever closer, and more and more people start reading it, I know that I am going to have to deal with both sides of this equation: the love and the dislike that is bound to come.
And on the days when I struggle with doubt, because those negative reviews are going to come, and I know it, I will go read a couple of the letters and reviews that brought tears to my eyes because they were so wonderful. I will reread the letter my editor wrote me in the front of my arc. I will remember all the rejections that got me to where I am now, and know that not everyone is going to love my book and that's okay.
And then I will go hug my real babies, and remember that in the end, I did the best I could. I wrote the best book I could. I love DEFY, I love Alexa and Rylan and Damian, and in the end, that is what matters. And then I will go play another game of hide-and-go-seek with my kids.
So what's the point of this long post? I guess this: I don't have a magic formula to make it so you never have to suffer from rejection or doubt or fear. It's always there. Even for authors who have multiple published books and all sorts of accolades. There is always the fear of rejection. There are always the doubts, the worries that this time, they're going to figure out that you are a fraud. So all any of us can do is write the best book we know how, never give up, and when the day comes that you do get published, try to focus on the good. And then go outside, go for a walk, play with your kids, talk to a friend, go to a movie or to a football game or whatever it is that you enjoy.
And if I ever get down because of a bad review, will you remind me to do the same thing? Thanks. :-)
Now, for those of you who actually made it to the bottom of this post, congrats!! Here's your reward: Next week marks the 3 month mark until DEFY comes out! So, on October 7, I am going to start my first contest to win a signed ARC of DEFY + chances for signed swag for a few other lucky people!!
Here's the catch: I'm still trying to decide what exactly to do for this contest. Give me a suggestion in the comments, and if I love your idea enough to pick it, you'll win signed DEFY swag! So put on those thinking caps, and give it your best shot! (I reserve the right to not pick anyone's if nothing feels quite right. But I have faith that you will come up with something awesome!) Good luck!
September 9, 2013
The impact of powerful stories
Recently, Baby Girl (who is really not a baby any longer, but let's not talk about that) has decided she loves Disney princess movies. She's always asking, "Mommy, I watch Little Mermaid?" (You should hear how she enunciates Little Mermaid. It may be the cutest thing ever. Like, so cute that I sometimes make her ask me a couple of times before I respond just so I can keep hearing her say it. But I digress...) or "Mommy, I watch Belle?"
So if you hear me singing Disney songs, now you'll know why.
But the point is that watching these movies again has reminded me of when I used to watch these movies years ago. Particularly Beauty and the Beast. I have always loved Beauty and the Beast stories and movies, particularly BEAUTY by Robin McKinley and the Disney movie. (Except for how weird the beast looks once he's human again. What happened to the guy in the portrait? Anyway...) I used to feel like I could be Belle (minus the being so beautiful that guys were having bands waiting outside for me, preparing for our wedding before they even proposed). But the book-loving, kind of odd, not understood, somewhat lonely part? Yep. I totally related to that. And I'd dream of meeting my prince (even if he seemed like a beast at first, as long as he had that LIBRARY). (Wow, I'm using lots of parentheses in this post. [sorry about that])
Luckily, I eventually met my prince, and he wasn't even hairy at all. And he is going to build me a gorgeous library someday. Woot, woot! ;-)
The point is that watching this movie again has brought back those memories and got me thinking about the impact stories can have on us. They can help us to dream, give us characters to relate to. They can transport us out of our lives and take us anywhere in the world--or to completely different, new worlds. We can experience love, pain, loss, triumph--anything and everything in the pages of a book, or in a good movie.
And that's why I love to not only write, but also to read as many books as I possibly can. I love creating my own stories, in hopes that I will be able to do all of that for someone else--and I love reading fantastic books and letting someone else take me away into their world. I love that feeling of, "I can't stop, I have to finish this book! Except I don't want it to end... what do I do?!?!" (Even though that often leads to exhaustion the next day because I stay up too late finishing the book...)
Good stories wield a powerful and amazing kind of magic, don't you think? The kind of magic that can make an exhausted mom of three give up sleep to find out what happens. That is power, people.
So, tell me, what are some of your favorite stories from when you were growing up or now?
So if you hear me singing Disney songs, now you'll know why.
But the point is that watching these movies again has reminded me of when I used to watch these movies years ago. Particularly Beauty and the Beast. I have always loved Beauty and the Beast stories and movies, particularly BEAUTY by Robin McKinley and the Disney movie. (Except for how weird the beast looks once he's human again. What happened to the guy in the portrait? Anyway...) I used to feel like I could be Belle (minus the being so beautiful that guys were having bands waiting outside for me, preparing for our wedding before they even proposed). But the book-loving, kind of odd, not understood, somewhat lonely part? Yep. I totally related to that. And I'd dream of meeting my prince (even if he seemed like a beast at first, as long as he had that LIBRARY). (Wow, I'm using lots of parentheses in this post. [sorry about that])
Luckily, I eventually met my prince, and he wasn't even hairy at all. And he is going to build me a gorgeous library someday. Woot, woot! ;-)
The point is that watching this movie again has brought back those memories and got me thinking about the impact stories can have on us. They can help us to dream, give us characters to relate to. They can transport us out of our lives and take us anywhere in the world--or to completely different, new worlds. We can experience love, pain, loss, triumph--anything and everything in the pages of a book, or in a good movie.
And that's why I love to not only write, but also to read as many books as I possibly can. I love creating my own stories, in hopes that I will be able to do all of that for someone else--and I love reading fantastic books and letting someone else take me away into their world. I love that feeling of, "I can't stop, I have to finish this book! Except I don't want it to end... what do I do?!?!" (Even though that often leads to exhaustion the next day because I stay up too late finishing the book...)
Good stories wield a powerful and amazing kind of magic, don't you think? The kind of magic that can make an exhausted mom of three give up sleep to find out what happens. That is power, people.
So, tell me, what are some of your favorite stories from when you were growing up or now?
September 4, 2013
Local ARC tour for DEFY!
Calling all local peeps!!
If you're a book blogger, author, or librarian/teacher (particularly if you have a blog), and live in UT or Southern ID there is going to be a "local ARC tour" for DEFY starting in the next week or two! There are a limited number of spots available, so if you're interested you need to tweet @WindyAphayrath or comment on THIS FACEBOOK post to get on the list. She'll then email you with more details! Hurry, space is limited and it's first come, first serve.
So, uh, anyone out there want to read DEFY before it comes out???
*bites nails*
*is nervous*
Oooh, this might tempt you--there's a special letter about DEFY in the front of the book, that I didn't know would be there until I got my ARCs. And it made me cry. Pretty sure it's ONLY in the ARC, so if you want to see it...well, you know what to do! ;-)
BTW, did you know that as of this Saturday, it will officially be 4 months until DEFY is released??? *flails*
Lots of exciting stuff coming soon, so stay tuned!!
If you're a book blogger, author, or librarian/teacher (particularly if you have a blog), and live in UT or Southern ID there is going to be a "local ARC tour" for DEFY starting in the next week or two! There are a limited number of spots available, so if you're interested you need to tweet @WindyAphayrath or comment on THIS FACEBOOK post to get on the list. She'll then email you with more details! Hurry, space is limited and it's first come, first serve.
So, uh, anyone out there want to read DEFY before it comes out???
*bites nails*
*is nervous*
Oooh, this might tempt you--there's a special letter about DEFY in the front of the book, that I didn't know would be there until I got my ARCs. And it made me cry. Pretty sure it's ONLY in the ARC, so if you want to see it...well, you know what to do! ;-)
BTW, did you know that as of this Saturday, it will officially be 4 months until DEFY is released??? *flails*
Lots of exciting stuff coming soon, so stay tuned!!
September 3, 2013
Winner!
Thank you to everyone who entered the contest to win RELIC + THE HEALING SPELL! The contest has ended a winner was picked...
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ARIEL!!! Congrats to you Ariel! I will email you shortly to get your info and send your prizes!
Happy Tuesday everyone!
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ARIEL!!! Congrats to you Ariel! I will email you shortly to get your info and send your prizes!
Happy Tuesday everyone!
August 27, 2013
Relic + The Healing Spell + giveaway!
Lookie lookie -- I'm blogging AGAIN! That's three weeks in a row. Can you even believe it? I'm totally on a streak. One might even call it a winning streak. Okay, not really, BUT it could be--for you!
Why?
Because I'm doing a giveaway to celebrate the return to blogging and school and a schedule (and trying not to be sad that summer is over).
First of all, my incredibly talented friend Renee Collin's debut RELIC came out TODAY!! You guys, this book. THIS BOOK. It is SO good. When I first read it, before it went out on submisison, I knew it would sell. It was just that amazing. Unique, awesome, romantic and just made-of-awesome. So to celebrate, I'm giving away a signed copy of RELIC!!!! (Which I will be procuring for myself in 2 weeks at Renee's signing here in SLC!) Can't wait! Congratulations Renee, I'm so over the moon excited for you!!!
From goodreads:
After a raging fire consumes her town and kills her parents, Maggie Davis is on her own to protect her younger sister and survive best she can in the Colorado town of Burning Mesa. In Maggie’s world, the bones of long-extinct magical creatures such as dragons and sirens are mined and traded for their residual magical elements, and harnessing these relics’ powers allows the user to wield fire, turn invisible, or heal even the worst of injuries.
Working in a local saloon, Maggie befriends the spirited showgirl Adelaide and falls for the roguish cowboy Landon. But when she proves to have a particular skill at harnessing the relics’ powers, Maggie is whisked away to the glamorous hacienda of Álvar Castilla, the wealthy young relic baron who runs Burning Mesa. Though his intentions aren’t always clear, Álvar trains Maggie in the world of relic magic. But when the mysterious fires reappear in their neighboring towns, Maggie must discover who is channeling relic magic for evil before it’s too late.
Relic is a thrilling adventure set in a wholly unique world, and a spell-binding story of love, trust, and the power of good.
BU THAT'S NOT ALL!!
Recently, another one of my friends, my agency sister AND editor sister Kimberley Griffiths Little came to my neck of the woods to do a signing, and I happened to nab an extra book to give to one of you (and got it signed, too)! It's the paperback with a shiny new cover. Feast your eyes on this:
Beautiful and haunting, right?
From Goodreads:
Critically acclaimed author Kimberley Griffiths Little brings to life a sweeping and heartfelt story set against the lush backdrop of the bayou.
Twelve-year-old Livie is living with a secret and it's crushing her. She knows she is responsible for her mother's coma, but she can't tell anyone. It's up to her to find a way to wake her momma up.
Stuck in the middle of three sisters, hiding a forbidden pet alligator, and afraid to disappoint her daddy, whom she loves more than anyone else, Livie struggles to find her place within her own family as she learns about the powers of faith and redemption. Livie's powerful, emotional, and sometimes humorous story will stay with readers long after the last line is read.
Doesn't it sound SO SO good? Well, trust me, it is. I am just surrounded by insanely talented people. It's kind of intimidating!
So... Want a chance to win? Then enter below and may the Rafflecopter odds be ever in your favor!!
a Rafflecopter giveaway >
Why?
Because I'm doing a giveaway to celebrate the return to blogging and school and a schedule (and trying not to be sad that summer is over).
First of all, my incredibly talented friend Renee Collin's debut RELIC came out TODAY!! You guys, this book. THIS BOOK. It is SO good. When I first read it, before it went out on submisison, I knew it would sell. It was just that amazing. Unique, awesome, romantic and just made-of-awesome. So to celebrate, I'm giving away a signed copy of RELIC!!!! (Which I will be procuring for myself in 2 weeks at Renee's signing here in SLC!) Can't wait! Congratulations Renee, I'm so over the moon excited for you!!!
From goodreads:
After a raging fire consumes her town and kills her parents, Maggie Davis is on her own to protect her younger sister and survive best she can in the Colorado town of Burning Mesa. In Maggie’s world, the bones of long-extinct magical creatures such as dragons and sirens are mined and traded for their residual magical elements, and harnessing these relics’ powers allows the user to wield fire, turn invisible, or heal even the worst of injuries.
Working in a local saloon, Maggie befriends the spirited showgirl Adelaide and falls for the roguish cowboy Landon. But when she proves to have a particular skill at harnessing the relics’ powers, Maggie is whisked away to the glamorous hacienda of Álvar Castilla, the wealthy young relic baron who runs Burning Mesa. Though his intentions aren’t always clear, Álvar trains Maggie in the world of relic magic. But when the mysterious fires reappear in their neighboring towns, Maggie must discover who is channeling relic magic for evil before it’s too late.
Relic is a thrilling adventure set in a wholly unique world, and a spell-binding story of love, trust, and the power of good.
BU THAT'S NOT ALL!!
Recently, another one of my friends, my agency sister AND editor sister Kimberley Griffiths Little came to my neck of the woods to do a signing, and I happened to nab an extra book to give to one of you (and got it signed, too)! It's the paperback with a shiny new cover. Feast your eyes on this:
Beautiful and haunting, right?
From Goodreads:
Critically acclaimed author Kimberley Griffiths Little brings to life a sweeping and heartfelt story set against the lush backdrop of the bayou.
Twelve-year-old Livie is living with a secret and it's crushing her. She knows she is responsible for her mother's coma, but she can't tell anyone. It's up to her to find a way to wake her momma up.
Stuck in the middle of three sisters, hiding a forbidden pet alligator, and afraid to disappoint her daddy, whom she loves more than anyone else, Livie struggles to find her place within her own family as she learns about the powers of faith and redemption. Livie's powerful, emotional, and sometimes humorous story will stay with readers long after the last line is read.
Doesn't it sound SO SO good? Well, trust me, it is. I am just surrounded by insanely talented people. It's kind of intimidating!
So... Want a chance to win? Then enter below and may the Rafflecopter odds be ever in your favor!!
a Rafflecopter giveaway >
August 21, 2013
The Big Apple
In my last post, I promised a recap of my trip to NYC. And you know me (or if you don't, you will soon learn): that means picture overload!! (and also a plethora of CAPS and PUNCTUATION!!!) ;-)
I still can't quite believe it really happened. A large portion of my brain is still pretty sure it was a prolonged dream. The only reason I'm sure it wasn't all in my head is because I took pictures to prove it happened. Not to be corny, but it was, quite literally, a dream come true.
So here we go: Sara's first time in NYC!
In the air, still unable to believe this is really happening! I was also so nervous... not quite sure how I was going to handle being in NYC by myself. This might sound silly, but I was told my hotel was within walking distance of the Scholastic offices--only 7 blocks. Cue UT girl freak out. I'm supposed to walk 7 BLOCKS in my HEELS in a massive city BY MYSELF?? I was working on my whistle so I'd be ready to get a cab.
(My Hotel Lobby) And then I got to NYC and all my fear disappeared. As we drove through the streets I learned two things: 1. I LOVE NYC. And 2. It would be much faster to walk than take a cab. Holy traffic jam!
(View in front of my hotel)I had a little bit of time before I was supposed to meet Editor Lisa for dinner, and I decided to go wander around the city a little bit. (Like I said--all fear was gone.)
(Me, being a nerdy tourist in front of my hotel)
Walking up and down the streets of NYC - this is Broadway. You guys, I can't even begin to tell you how much I loved it here. There was such an amazing, cool energy in the city. I couldn't wipe the grin off of my face as I wandered around, taking it all in. If I weren't married with 3 kids, I think I'd be tempted to up and move here. Not forever, but maybe for a year. It was just so... I don't know. I just loved it!
Then I got to meet Editor Lisa for the first time in person and we went to dinner at this amazing restaurant in SoHo. She was kind enough to let me take pictures with her, even though she was due in only a couple of weeks. She's so beautiful and wonderful! I honestly can't imagine a more perfect editor for me and DEFY.
My delicious breakfast as I got ready for my luncheon with Scholastic! I got up early, even though it was SUPER early for this UT girl, so I could have time to wander around the city some more. I brought a big bag to carry my stuff in--including my heels--put on my flip flops (yep, with my fancy outfit) and headed out the door!
Anyone else out there a fan of FELICITY? My sisters and I used to watch it all the time, so I had to take a pic and send it to them!
I found a (relatively safe looking) stranger to take this nerdy picture for me in front of the Scholastic building (complete with my awesome flip flops haha). She positioned that street sign just perfectly, don't you think? ha. Oh well! Here I am!
Coolest building ever, right?? Notice how there are two doors--one said "Scholastic Store" and one said "Scholastic" with the Bldg number on it. So, being the savvy tourist/author that I am, I decided to go into the store first, and then head over to the other door and go to my luncheon.
When I walked in, there was this huge lobby with security guards... weird for a store, right? But oh well, whatever! Nice to know my book will be well guarded once it's on those shelves.
After I wandered back out front, I asked one of the nice security guards to take my picture with Harry. He asked if I liked the store and I told him how cool I thought it was, and then said, "My book is going to be back there in five months!" He was excited for me and asked me about it, so I told him a little bit about it and that I was actually there for a luncheon with my editor. "So, I better get going!" I said and breezily waved and walked out of the door. A different door than I walked in. And yet it still didn't click. I blame it on the nerves. So, anyway, I walk out, turn left to go in the "other door" and realize I'm past the Scholastic building. WHAT? I panic for half a second, until it FINALLY dawns on me. HELL-O! I had to turn around and go back in that door I'd just walked out of, straight up to those same two security guards and said, "Remember how I said I was a totally dork? Yeah, um, I need to go upstairs and see Lisa Sandell." I still can't believe I was so dumb. Haha. Oh well! The guard was very nice not to laugh at me as he printed off my badge and buzzed me through to go upstairs.
Me and Lisa in her office with my ARCs of DEFY!!
The luncheon was absolutely amazing. I loved meeting the other authors there, and all of the incredible people at Scholastic. I'm so incredibly blessed to be working with all of them!! It was so fun to talk to people who love my book and are as excited about it as I am. I can't even put it into words.
Just a few of the awesome people at Scholastic - Sheila Marie (my publicist), Bess and Emily! I don't want to go on and on, but this day was just... wow. I don't have words.
The skyline on my way back to the airport. I hope I can stay longer next time and see more of the Big Apple, but I was also so excited to get back to my family. It was so strange to be the one on a business trip instead of SHH!
And speaking of him... he surprised me with the best "car service" (and sign) of the whole trip! Have I mentioned that I'm so blessed??
If you're still reading this - congrats! You made it! That's the end of the recap. Phew, right? But here's the thing. So much of this journey is hard. Years of rejections, being told no over and over... Feeling like you're not good enough and never will be, and yet you somehow keep pressing on. I did that for seven years. It struck me the other day--I've been trying to get published for almost the entire time my oldest son has been alive. I started writing again and pursuing publication when he was eight or nine months old. He's 8 now. And it's finally happening.
I don't know what lies ahead of me--I don't know how well DEFY will do. I don't know how many more books I'll be able to publish. I don't know--and can't control--SO MANY THINGS. But I can control one thing: enjoying the journey right now.
And that's what this post is. Putting down my feelings right now, my happiness and excitement. So I can always come back to this and remember. I've learned this very important lesson through all these years and years of dreaming and working and hoping: You have to celebrate any success that comes, no matter how big or small. Savor the happiness that is there; find the joy and cling to it.
I don't know what the future holds, but I do know this. Right now, I am happy. And that is an amazing feeling.
I still can't quite believe it really happened. A large portion of my brain is still pretty sure it was a prolonged dream. The only reason I'm sure it wasn't all in my head is because I took pictures to prove it happened. Not to be corny, but it was, quite literally, a dream come true.
So here we go: Sara's first time in NYC!
In the air, still unable to believe this is really happening! I was also so nervous... not quite sure how I was going to handle being in NYC by myself. This might sound silly, but I was told my hotel was within walking distance of the Scholastic offices--only 7 blocks. Cue UT girl freak out. I'm supposed to walk 7 BLOCKS in my HEELS in a massive city BY MYSELF?? I was working on my whistle so I'd be ready to get a cab.
(My Hotel Lobby) And then I got to NYC and all my fear disappeared. As we drove through the streets I learned two things: 1. I LOVE NYC. And 2. It would be much faster to walk than take a cab. Holy traffic jam!
(View in front of my hotel)I had a little bit of time before I was supposed to meet Editor Lisa for dinner, and I decided to go wander around the city a little bit. (Like I said--all fear was gone.)
(Me, being a nerdy tourist in front of my hotel)
Walking up and down the streets of NYC - this is Broadway. You guys, I can't even begin to tell you how much I loved it here. There was such an amazing, cool energy in the city. I couldn't wipe the grin off of my face as I wandered around, taking it all in. If I weren't married with 3 kids, I think I'd be tempted to up and move here. Not forever, but maybe for a year. It was just so... I don't know. I just loved it!
Then I got to meet Editor Lisa for the first time in person and we went to dinner at this amazing restaurant in SoHo. She was kind enough to let me take pictures with her, even though she was due in only a couple of weeks. She's so beautiful and wonderful! I honestly can't imagine a more perfect editor for me and DEFY.
My delicious breakfast as I got ready for my luncheon with Scholastic! I got up early, even though it was SUPER early for this UT girl, so I could have time to wander around the city some more. I brought a big bag to carry my stuff in--including my heels--put on my flip flops (yep, with my fancy outfit) and headed out the door!
Anyone else out there a fan of FELICITY? My sisters and I used to watch it all the time, so I had to take a pic and send it to them!
I found a (relatively safe looking) stranger to take this nerdy picture for me in front of the Scholastic building (complete with my awesome flip flops haha). She positioned that street sign just perfectly, don't you think? ha. Oh well! Here I am!
Coolest building ever, right?? Notice how there are two doors--one said "Scholastic Store" and one said "Scholastic" with the Bldg number on it. So, being the savvy tourist/author that I am, I decided to go into the store first, and then head over to the other door and go to my luncheon.
When I walked in, there was this huge lobby with security guards... weird for a store, right? But oh well, whatever! Nice to know my book will be well guarded once it's on those shelves.
After I wandered back out front, I asked one of the nice security guards to take my picture with Harry. He asked if I liked the store and I told him how cool I thought it was, and then said, "My book is going to be back there in five months!" He was excited for me and asked me about it, so I told him a little bit about it and that I was actually there for a luncheon with my editor. "So, I better get going!" I said and breezily waved and walked out of the door. A different door than I walked in. And yet it still didn't click. I blame it on the nerves. So, anyway, I walk out, turn left to go in the "other door" and realize I'm past the Scholastic building. WHAT? I panic for half a second, until it FINALLY dawns on me. HELL-O! I had to turn around and go back in that door I'd just walked out of, straight up to those same two security guards and said, "Remember how I said I was a totally dork? Yeah, um, I need to go upstairs and see Lisa Sandell." I still can't believe I was so dumb. Haha. Oh well! The guard was very nice not to laugh at me as he printed off my badge and buzzed me through to go upstairs.
Me and Lisa in her office with my ARCs of DEFY!!
The luncheon was absolutely amazing. I loved meeting the other authors there, and all of the incredible people at Scholastic. I'm so incredibly blessed to be working with all of them!! It was so fun to talk to people who love my book and are as excited about it as I am. I can't even put it into words.
Just a few of the awesome people at Scholastic - Sheila Marie (my publicist), Bess and Emily! I don't want to go on and on, but this day was just... wow. I don't have words.
The skyline on my way back to the airport. I hope I can stay longer next time and see more of the Big Apple, but I was also so excited to get back to my family. It was so strange to be the one on a business trip instead of SHH!
And speaking of him... he surprised me with the best "car service" (and sign) of the whole trip! Have I mentioned that I'm so blessed??If you're still reading this - congrats! You made it! That's the end of the recap. Phew, right? But here's the thing. So much of this journey is hard. Years of rejections, being told no over and over... Feeling like you're not good enough and never will be, and yet you somehow keep pressing on. I did that for seven years. It struck me the other day--I've been trying to get published for almost the entire time my oldest son has been alive. I started writing again and pursuing publication when he was eight or nine months old. He's 8 now. And it's finally happening.
I don't know what lies ahead of me--I don't know how well DEFY will do. I don't know how many more books I'll be able to publish. I don't know--and can't control--SO MANY THINGS. But I can control one thing: enjoying the journey right now.
And that's what this post is. Putting down my feelings right now, my happiness and excitement. So I can always come back to this and remember. I've learned this very important lesson through all these years and years of dreaming and working and hoping: You have to celebrate any success that comes, no matter how big or small. Savor the happiness that is there; find the joy and cling to it.
I don't know what the future holds, but I do know this. Right now, I am happy. And that is an amazing feeling.
August 12, 2013
A triumphant return to bloggerville
So... it's been kinda quiet around here recently. Sorry about that. This summer has kicked my trash and I can hardly believe it's almost over! Deadlines and kids and vacations and birthdays and everything you can possibly imagine took up every last second of my time, and unfortunately my blog had to be one of the things that kind of fell by the wayside.
BUT.
I'm back!! Or, at least, I hope I can get my act together enough to be back! At least once a week! (Aim high, my friends, aim high.)
Anyway...
At least I'm returning with a bang! Yep, that's right. Awesome stuff has been afoot in my absence. (Prepare yourself for much capitalization and usage of the dreaded exclamation point...)
FEAST YOUR EYES ON THIS!!!!
*DRUM ROLL PLEASE*
.............I got a little package in the mail recently...!
YES - those are my ARCs of DEFY!!!!!!
HOLY SMOKES! IT'S A REAL BOOK!
Yes, I am a nerd. But how could I resist?? I mean, seriously. That thing is GORGEOUS.
Yes, SHH loves them, too...
And you may have noticed a little somethin' somethin' on the front...
I can finally share one of my happy secrets: YES! That is a blurb from MARIE LU!!!! I about died of happiness when I found out she had read it and loved it enough to blurb my book. I still can't quite believe it, honestly. (THANK YOU AGAIN MARIE!!)
Well, so as not to overwhelm you with pictures and rambling and a plethora of exclamation points and stuff, I will stop there. But stay tuned! I will recap my amazing trip to NYC soon!
For now... just join me in drooling over my ARCs some more. Come on, you know you wanna! ;-)
BUT.
I'm back!! Or, at least, I hope I can get my act together enough to be back! At least once a week! (Aim high, my friends, aim high.)
Anyway...
At least I'm returning with a bang! Yep, that's right. Awesome stuff has been afoot in my absence. (Prepare yourself for much capitalization and usage of the dreaded exclamation point...)
FEAST YOUR EYES ON THIS!!!!
*DRUM ROLL PLEASE*
.............I got a little package in the mail recently...!
YES - those are my ARCs of DEFY!!!!!!HOLY SMOKES! IT'S A REAL BOOK!
Yes, I am a nerd. But how could I resist?? I mean, seriously. That thing is GORGEOUS.
Yes, SHH loves them, too...And you may have noticed a little somethin' somethin' on the front...
I can finally share one of my happy secrets: YES! That is a blurb from MARIE LU!!!! I about died of happiness when I found out she had read it and loved it enough to blurb my book. I still can't quite believe it, honestly. (THANK YOU AGAIN MARIE!!)Well, so as not to overwhelm you with pictures and rambling and a plethora of exclamation points and stuff, I will stop there. But stay tuned! I will recap my amazing trip to NYC soon!
For now... just join me in drooling over my ARCs some more. Come on, you know you wanna! ;-)
June 25, 2013
Feast your eyes on this!!
YOU GUYS.
Have you heard of BURN OUT yet? If not, oh boy are you in for a treat! Kristi is a fellow Valentine with me, and not only is she super cute and super smart and the nicest person ever, she's also SO talented. This book sounds incredible.
And guess what? Today is the day you get to see the cover!!
Wait for it....
Wait for it....
Okay, here you go! Feast your eyes on this:
How awesome is that?? The colors, the girl, the title... it's just perfect. And that tagline... I love it like whoa.
Intrigued yet? You should be. Here's the synopsis:
Most people want to save the world; seventeen-year-old Tora Reynolds just wants to get the hell off of it. One of the last survivors in Earth's final years, Tora yearns to escape the wasteland her planet has become after the sun turns "red giant," but discovers her fellow survivors are even deadlier than the hostile environment.
Doesn't that sound so amazing? I can't wait to read this book and hold that hot little cover in my hands in April 8, 2014 when it's released. Congrats Kristi, I'm so so happy for you!!
To celebrate the release of her book, Kristi is hosting a giveaway that runs until July 9th for a book of your choice AND a copy of DEFY THE DARK, an anthology of short stories by many incredible YA authors.
a Rafflecopter giveaway
You can find Kristi on Twitter or on Facebook!
And don't forget to pre-order your copy of BURN OUT from Amazon!
YAY KRISTI!! Now let's all go drool over that cover again, shall we?
Have you heard of BURN OUT yet? If not, oh boy are you in for a treat! Kristi is a fellow Valentine with me, and not only is she super cute and super smart and the nicest person ever, she's also SO talented. This book sounds incredible.
And guess what? Today is the day you get to see the cover!!
Wait for it....
Wait for it....
Okay, here you go! Feast your eyes on this:
How awesome is that?? The colors, the girl, the title... it's just perfect. And that tagline... I love it like whoa. Intrigued yet? You should be. Here's the synopsis:
Most people want to save the world; seventeen-year-old Tora Reynolds just wants to get the hell off of it. One of the last survivors in Earth's final years, Tora yearns to escape the wasteland her planet has become after the sun turns "red giant," but discovers her fellow survivors are even deadlier than the hostile environment.
Doesn't that sound so amazing? I can't wait to read this book and hold that hot little cover in my hands in April 8, 2014 when it's released. Congrats Kristi, I'm so so happy for you!!
To celebrate the release of her book, Kristi is hosting a giveaway that runs until July 9th for a book of your choice AND a copy of DEFY THE DARK, an anthology of short stories by many incredible YA authors.
a Rafflecopter giveaway
You can find Kristi on Twitter or on Facebook!
And don't forget to pre-order your copy of BURN OUT from Amazon!
YAY KRISTI!! Now let's all go drool over that cover again, shall we?
June 20, 2013
The only constant is change
SO -- first and foremost: I got my computer back and guess what?? IT WORKS AGAIN! I CAN BLOG!
BILL IS MY HERO!!! Everyone cheer for Bill for fixing my computer!!
Next, did you all see my amazing cover yet??
If not, let me give you another chance to drool:
Oh, I how I love this cover. It's so perfect for DEFY. I can't wait for you to all read it and find out why!
And as far as that change I referenced in the title of this blog? Well... when my cover got revealed I also announced my pub date was Jan. 1 (yay New Year's Day!). At first all the websites had that as the release date, but then it changed on Amazon AND B&N (where DEFY is available for pre-order) to Jan. 7th. At first I was told nothing had officially changed, but I just got word that the release date has officially changed. So now you will be able to nab DEFY on my son's 5th birthday aka JANUARY 7th, 2014!!!
Today is also your last chance to enter the contest on the YA Valentine's blog to win 2 amazing books, so hurry and enter if you haven't yet!
And in non-writing related news, I've never been more nervous before a race than I am right now for Ragnar Wasatch Back tomorrow through Saturday. It might have something to do with the fact that I got added to the team exactly a week ago, because they had someone drop out and they were desperate so I just couldn't say no. And it might have something to do with my knee still being jacked up, and having not trained at all. But I'm also SO excited. I've always wanted to do Ragnar and figured I'd never be able to now, with my lame knee. But I'm going to pop advil like it's candy, and I'm going to do it! And if I can't walk for a week, so be it. ;-)
See you all on the flip side!
BILL IS MY HERO!!! Everyone cheer for Bill for fixing my computer!!
Next, did you all see my amazing cover yet??
If not, let me give you another chance to drool:
Oh, I how I love this cover. It's so perfect for DEFY. I can't wait for you to all read it and find out why!
And as far as that change I referenced in the title of this blog? Well... when my cover got revealed I also announced my pub date was Jan. 1 (yay New Year's Day!). At first all the websites had that as the release date, but then it changed on Amazon AND B&N (where DEFY is available for pre-order) to Jan. 7th. At first I was told nothing had officially changed, but I just got word that the release date has officially changed. So now you will be able to nab DEFY on my son's 5th birthday aka JANUARY 7th, 2014!!!
Today is also your last chance to enter the contest on the YA Valentine's blog to win 2 amazing books, so hurry and enter if you haven't yet!
And in non-writing related news, I've never been more nervous before a race than I am right now for Ragnar Wasatch Back tomorrow through Saturday. It might have something to do with the fact that I got added to the team exactly a week ago, because they had someone drop out and they were desperate so I just couldn't say no. And it might have something to do with my knee still being jacked up, and having not trained at all. But I'm also SO excited. I've always wanted to do Ragnar and figured I'd never be able to now, with my lame knee. But I'm going to pop advil like it's candy, and I'm going to do it! And if I can't walk for a week, so be it. ;-)
See you all on the flip side!
June 14, 2013
DEFY has a cover!!
You guys -- I had to steal SHH's computer so I could do a blog post about something VERY SPECIAL and AWESOME. (In case you didn't know, blogger decided it hates my computer and I can't compose new posts anymore. UGH.) But SHH's computer works so I can tell you something I've been keeping a secret for a while:
DEFY HAS A COVER!!!!!!!
I've been dying to share it with you all ever since I first saw it. I love it SO SO much. When I saw it the first time, I jumped up and down and screamed like a maniac. I was seriously THAT excited!! (and I scared my children thoroughly, haha!)
So.... you wanna see it?? AND find out my official pub date??
I'm gonna make you do a teensy bit of work and click RIGHT HERE to go to the YA Valentine's blog (of which I'm a part) to SEE DEFY FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! And there's an awesome giveaway, too! If you love the two books up for grabs, you might just love DEFY, too!
So hurry on over... But make sure to come back and tell me what you think!
BREAKING NEWS: DEFY is available for pre-order on Amazon!! It means so much to an author for anyone to be willing to pre-order their book. Hang on to those electronic receipts, I'm brainstorming an idea for a pre-order contest... :D
http://www.amazon.com/Defy-Sara-B-Larson/dp/0545597587/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1371219093&sr=1-1
DEFY HAS A COVER!!!!!!!
I've been dying to share it with you all ever since I first saw it. I love it SO SO much. When I saw it the first time, I jumped up and down and screamed like a maniac. I was seriously THAT excited!! (and I scared my children thoroughly, haha!)
So.... you wanna see it?? AND find out my official pub date??
I'm gonna make you do a teensy bit of work and click RIGHT HERE to go to the YA Valentine's blog (of which I'm a part) to SEE DEFY FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! And there's an awesome giveaway, too! If you love the two books up for grabs, you might just love DEFY, too!
So hurry on over... But make sure to come back and tell me what you think!
BREAKING NEWS: DEFY is available for pre-order on Amazon!! It means so much to an author for anyone to be willing to pre-order their book. Hang on to those electronic receipts, I'm brainstorming an idea for a pre-order contest... :D
http://www.amazon.com/Defy-Sara-B-Larson/dp/0545597587/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1371219093&sr=1-1
